I'm winging it! Yesterday I still had my:
- 2 cups of coffee with cream and sugar,
- 2 soy/whey shakes (1 cup plain silk soy, 1 scoop chocolate whey pwdr, 1 tsp instant coffee, ice)
- fruit (when the munchies hit...grapes, orange, kiwi)
- 2 90 calorie choc/rice snacks
- 1 frozen weight watchers meal (excellent by the way...)
-water
-tea (I have some Wu-Long tea that I ordered to lose weight magically *wink* a long time ago, so now I figured I could use it up instead of drinking coffee all day!)
No exercise for me!....Yet! I still feel too crappy to do that. Going away for a few days at the beginning of July, so planning to start a walking regimen when I get back. The kids will be at camp, so it be be perfect habit-forming time!
I am going to do my best not to cheat. I think that is my downfall. If I go a few days without the sweets (actually sweet and salty is my fav....give me a bag of chips and a chocolate bar any day!) then I actually lose my overpowering urges. It's only when I allow myself to give in to the desire, I tend to go all the way (ie. instead of having 1 brownie, I'll eat the whole pan and then bake another batch to hide the evidence....lol!) Then I am back to guilt, or saying 'I'll start again on Monday", or just feeling like such a loser that I dont even think about my food choices and binge until I fell sick......
I am only on day 2, so I don't have all of the answers. But I am commited to staying honest to myself and others about where I am at, and not hiding my ugly little food secrets anymore....(you know like if you are in a group of people and you feel like you should only eat the "healthy" things in front of them, then you stop at McD's on the way home to really satisfy yourself.....or you eat healthy all day long and then after everyone goes to bed you raid the junk food, cut a thin slice off the cake and then another and another....) Hmmm, I appear to have issues...lol
I'll keep you posted