I'm 18 and have never had an orgasm. I've been with my boyfriend for 18 months now and I know he hates it that he can't make me orgasm - even though I know that to try and get there it has to be me who works out what feels best first.. I've always believed that it will happen one day - even if that's years into the future - but my boyfriend recently admitted he has doubts that I will ever have one, which has made me quite depressed...
Anyway I've recently bought a rampant rabbit vibrator and when using it just on my clit, quite a few times now after getting really turned on I've suddenly had the urge to wee, and this random liquid has come out (sorry to be graphic.) Having researched a bit it sounds just like the liquid that comes out during female ejaculation - it's definitely not wee (I go to the loo beforehand). But there's no orgasm when this happens... Has anyone else had this? Do you think this means I'm near to orgasm? I tend to stop after it cos the sexual tension always fades after it's happened! Any comments would be appreciated!
Thanks
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