He knows two things about me,I am alright with everything as long as he is being honest and he doesn't lie to me. Second, I am sexually very open-minded,we have tried several things in past, we were swingers, we have visited sex clubs. ... This being said, I thought that a couple should care about each other sexuality, that things should be spoken,needs expressed. I can't explain how hurt I feel, how betrayed I feel. Can't see in him nothing else but selfish and disgusting person, lying again, hurting us and our relationship in such a unnecessary way. I can't shake that image from my head, I can't imagine him touching me because all about last night is utterly filthy, disgusting, selfish and just a complete contrary to love.
I had a romantic opinion about him too (we are together for 8 years now), one of the reasons why I have married him was because I thought that he was different from my typical vision of a stereotype man. More decent, more honest, less an animal (sorry guys


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