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    Hello, I'm new here, a survivor with SO much going on that I need to share...

    Hi, I’m Jenny from England,

    I am a survivor of Child Sexual Abuse from the age of 3 years old which has resulted in several diseases in adulthood and I me now being registered as severely disabled.

    I have Endometriosis, Fibromyalgia, Functional Neurological Disorder and Dystonia.

    For just over 30 years I suffered with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, which I hope now I have beaten although it is a conscious daily effort at times.

    I have also suffered with Anorexia on and off throughout my life together with anxiety around PTSD flashbacks / memories.

    I also have Post-traumatic amnesia which, together with the OCD, has been a protective shield which my brain put in place when I was too young to process the violent, scary, traumatic, regular, sexual abuse.

    However now, despite not being able to work out in the City of London anymore due to my disabilities, I am still able to function and 'need' work in my life, so am now my partner's Personal Assistant and Project Manager to his various work projects. Please see below:

    My current experience:
    • Manager of ‘The Celebrity Code’ book project (SABOTAGED)
    • Co-Founder of ‘Propaganda Watchdog’ Fake News analysis through hashtags (SABOTAGED)
    • Manager of the career of my partner, a traditionally skilled artist and old school graffiti writer (SABOTAGED)

    My previous experience:
    • Independent Financial Adviser & Ultra High Net Wealth Management Adviser
    • Executive level support including involvement at the World Economic Forum (WEF) & the G20
    • Ran the office of one of the few profitable Investment Funds during the 2008 financial crisis!

    I have been warned that I am to be killed after trying to help my life partner show his art and then in helping him tell the story of why he can’t, through a book he is writing!!!

    I have started this website to raise awareness of my plight and what is actually going on in the world from my experience and knowledge.

    Now, to top it all off, I am a current victim of Gang-Stalking using The Nazi stalking tactic of zersetzung, no-touch-torture, including through the Mainstream Media (MSM) and online.

    My persecutors somehow appear to have had intimate knowledge of my childhood abuse and disabilities for a long time now, and have weaponised that knowledge, apparently in the hope of breaking my spirit to render me unable to focus on supporting my partner, or indeed function in life generally.

    So in a nutshell, this is me past, present and hopefully future. I need to share this with people and I hope I am welcome here. I know this might sound crazy, not your usual post, but I can assure you that these things are happening and I have multiple operations coming up for my Endometriosis which is quite worrying me as well, although fortunately I have been sent to the number 1 specialisit surgeon / hospital for Endometriosis in the country due to the severity of my condition so the risks are very low but of course I am a little anxious.

    It would be good to have some nice friends to chat to in a nice safe environment what with all of the above going on and also to hopefully hear and help, if I can, with other peoples life problems, or just chat.

    With my very best wishes,
    Jenny aka Visible Legacy

    P.S. I do have a website but not sure where to put the URL on my profile or whether I can share it within this post but I will wait and see as I don't want to violate any of the forums protocol! I'm also doing a petition at the moment because of the stalking to raise awareness and hopefully make my life a little easier as, at the moment it seems I might have to give up my rescue dog, my therapy dog called Dizzy, who is a whippet cross, but again I'm not sure if I'm allowed to post the link here or share it on here so perhaps someone could let me know.

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    Hi Jenny. That is definitely a lot going on. You have really been put through the ringer. However, I am so glad you're able to still write and express yourself so clearly despite it all. I'm sorry for all the things you've been through and are going through.

    Here is where my biggest concern lies: Who has threatened to kill you? You are listing your initiatives as sabotaged, but who sabotaged them? What reason do these gang stalkers have to harm you? I will shoot you straight here because I'm not one to beat around the bush. I have a close friend who has made similar claims related to gang-stalking. After months of begging him to get help, he was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. He didn't believe it was possible that he had that because he had led a fairly normal life until that time. But, it often does not show it's first symptoms until mid-adulthood. What he experienced while off medicine was as real as real could possibly be for him. And I believed wholeheartedly that he believed they were real. But.... they weren't real outside of his own mind. He even got to the point where he believed the people closest to him were also part of this plot to take him down. When he's on his meds and doing well, he talks about the torture of those thoughts and how intensely real they are in that moment. Anyway..... I am not saying schizophrenia is your issue, but have you considered the possibility that it could be?

    I'm super glad you're here. When is your endo surgery? i have heard about great success after those surgeries.
    "Be what you're looking for."

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      You certainly do have many issues to go through. You have my sympathy: it must be very hard to have to deal with all those problems. But I am glad you're getting medical assistance and are being positive. I think it's right to look on the bright side: you're being treated for your health problems and you are helping others deal with problems you yourself suffer from.

      I will be glad to assist in any way I can.

      Welcome to WH!

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