Only thing is, I seem to be manifesting this fear deep inside myself. I am my boyfriends first love, he's never been with another woman. He has dated before but I was the one who took his virginity. As for myself I've dated and been with other people before I met him. When we first started dating it was a bit of an issue for him knowing I have more experience than he does, but we talked about it for a long time and now it doesn't bother him.
What I'm getting at is that I have experienced the whole dating scene and sleeping with other people and the more serious our relationship gets means I'll be the only woman he's ever been with. I'm 26 and he's 22... He's never asked about seeing or sleeping with other people ever. I was the one who actually brought up the subject and ended up asking him if he ever thought about sleeping with other people because of our differences in experience. He did say that he's had curious thoughts as to what it would be like to sleep with another woman but doesn't need to because we're happy and it's not worth losing me in the process. He said that the only time he'd ever really consider sleeping with another woman is if I were okay with it. Sorta like a "hall-pass" and let him have a one-night stand. Other than that he said he's fine with me being his one and only. We have always been open and honest to one another and that's what I love about us most. We can talk about these things openly.
I know we're both happy with each other, but I fear that some day things could change and he might want to experience being with another woman because he still has those thoughts in the back of his mind sometimes. I told him I'd rather much have him get that experience now while we're still "fresh" 3 years into our relationship rather than 8 years down the line. But I'm also scared that if I do let him he might not come back. Does that make sense? Or am I totally delusional? I feel very conflicted about it and don't know if that would destroy our relationship or be healthy for our relationship. If anyone has had a similar experience I'd appreciate any advice.
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