[juicyfruit]

I couldn't take it anymore and I did confront him. I was thinking about checking his emails for little bit longer but I did a research on that girl. I have found out she is a teenage porn star, she has many, many accounts and plays all guys, no matter who they are, if they married, nothing matters. My husband had no idea about that and he said he is going to stop. I have told him it will take me awhile to forget all that he did. Since then he has improved and is showing his care, love, support for me. I'm still questioning him but with that I'm trying to renew my trust.

[CHANDLERS WISH]

Hi jucyfruit.

I am only a tad concerned that two years ago, he stated " I am going to stop"...

You stated you wouldn't care if it was Porn, I guess he knows of that, and then this girl turns out to be a teenager Porn Star.. Which, he claims not to have known. And, yet again. " I am going to stop"...

If she is a Porn star, surely her emails were very racy and I would imagine this is why he continued... But, obviously had no intentions of ever cheating or meeting with her, nor her with him...

Perhaps if he is showing his care, love, support... but "needing" racy emails, then perhaps you may need to question how far you are prepared to go out of your comfort zone, sexually.. What boundries you may have been putting up, and of some that you can pull down.

Sounds to me that there could be trust there, as he didn't physically cheat but he may be missing something that you both may bond even closer to, if you were to discuss that..and try...

CW