[I Need to share my secret]

where do I start, the beginning I suppose. I met this guy at a club 2 years ago, he approached me and we swapped facebooks. Nothing happened between us but 2 months later, he got in touch. We met, went back to mine and had amazing sex, it was great. I found his super sexy and attractive. Anyway, we started **ing each other, every once in 2 months, real serious sex, anal, hard... he really likes it, and I'm completely aroused by this new man I've met. One problem, he's using me. He has been very honest about it, and sends me messages saying "I want to use you!" So I go along with this, quite happy. He tells me he has a child. I'm fine with it. Then one day he tells me the mother of his child wants to get back together with him. And that he thinks he can make it work.

He is still contacting me. My sexual fantasies with this man are wild. I've noticed that he seems very experienced in sex. He wants a lot of things, recently he got me to suck his **. Now all he talks about is me sucking his **.

I'm a very sexual person, I tend to fantisise alot about sex, different situations and using different styles, all of which are completely X rated.

We had an argument today because he said he was going to meet me, and then he cancelled last minute. I want a crazy sexual relationship, I want to go to sex clubs and try new things out, but i'm scared. He wants me to be his slave. He has said this many times. He says I dont need to know anything, all i need to be is his slave. I'm going to message him tomorrow and agree. I'm going to tell him I'll do anything he wants, I'll eat his ** anytime, and I'll do anything he asks. I want to be a proper slave. Just lie back and take what he gives me... is this wrong?

[BabyGirl]

There are several things you can do to make your Fantasy come true .

1) Move to Nevada and become a legal Prostitute.
You'd do well within the " Anything Goes " Category.

2) Go into to Mexico and offer yourself to a Drug Cartel
I'm sure you find Someone or Someones that would make you their Slave.

3)Find a Porn Company and make " S&M" rated Movies.
Though it's more work than actual Pleasure.

I can't says whats wrong or right for you . But it is so very sad you don't mention Love,Affection, wanting someone to Hold and Cherish you, share your life with, possibly have children.

I wish you would Value yourself enough to want to have a Loving relationship with a man that would treat you right and not only as a Sex Slave.

Find a man that you can have your fantasy's with, that doesn't belong to another. I'm sure you could keep him happy with your Healthy, Frisky,X Rated Sexual Willingness.One that Values and Loves all of you not just what you can do in Bed .

[rcoreyus]

You are an adult (I assume), so you are free to enjoy whatever sort of sex you want. As long as reasonable safety precautions are taken, and as long as no one is being deceived about the situation, then every one is free to enjoy their kink - S&M, bondage or even Trolling.

[NubbinsUp]

Nothing wrong with wanting what you want. Each of us has a unique set of things that flip our switches, and things that are off-limits. I personally judge as wrong anything involving corpses, children, animals, or lack of consent, generally. Much of what remains doesn't excite me, but I don't judge anyone else for their desires.

Is your desire to become the slave of the man you describe wrong? Desire, no. I expect that some pretty unhealthy behaviors will come with it, if you plow ahead. What you describe seems like more of a choice for "no life" than a lifestyle choice, but the choice is yours. We often do things because they feel good, and keep doing them until pain says "stop doing that." The balance between pleasure/excitement and pain is probably going to tip quickly in the direction of pain for you, so make sure you have a way out or are prepared to spend your last days in his sexual dungeon.