[DarknessEmbraced]

We reached a compromise

My boyfriend and I reached a compromise and decided not to break up. I will live mainly at my mother's but I will visit, stay the night occasionally spend the night and sometimes we will do things together. We didn't want to lose the relationship. I think it's a good idea. Time will tell.

[WildChild]

The two of you have to deal with things in a way that works best for you. This sounds like a good starting point, getting some distance. You've been depressed and really need to work on that. Don't go into shut down, get a job, get some more education, exersize, get out and meet people. Try challenging yourself to smile at 10 people a day and see what it does for you? You've got some change started, keep it going!