[WildChild]

Hating isn't a productive emotion, it will harm you, not her. It's natural to grieve, to dislike or hate the situation but better to find it in yourself to feel sorry for her. At some point in the future she is likely to be badly hurt. From what you say she is acting against her own best interests, we all do that at some time in our lives. Some people learn from the experience and some doom themselves to repeat it again and again. WIsh her well and let go - it will be healthier for you.

[hihi!]

I can understand you guys completely. I know that girls stick to you like mud if you treat them like dirt. I don't understand it... there is such little respect anymore for people who are deserving. And I will never be able to grasp that. I tell myself again and again that she needs to be erased from me, but up until a few days ago she was the single best person in my life, a very good rock for me always, and I for her. Now it is gone, I'm just here alone, wishing to hate her, but at the same time knowing the hate will get me knowhere. And frankly, since I held her so high and loved her with everything I could produce... I don't hate her, I don't hate her at all. Last night she texted me at 5 in the morning ing at me for talking to her friend about the current situation. But her friend is the only person who could UNDERSTAND the situation. She was extremely unpleasant and made my night even worse... I simply texted her twice "Please shut up, *name* I hate you." And then she went off even worse, and it hurt so much. But to everyone that is keeping up and offering slices of their own life to help me in my time of need, thank you. Your advice will be put in play.