The fact will never change no matter how these guys want to change my decision. Time, consistency, and being in my face all the time will not change anything at all. I will not snap out of it one day.
I am so annoyed and sick by them to the point I can't control my thoughts in order to ignore them. They are in my face all the time. I can’t do anything without them following me, seeing what I do, and speculalting and assuming my opinions about them have changed. Nothing has changed and it will never change. How can guys continue to do this when I have specifically pointed out all the ugly things about them. This has become an obsession.
I wish they would direct their energy on someone else that would give them what they want. I have done all I can to tell them off; I am venting so I wouldn’t get sick. Literally physically sick.
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