I wonder why people want so badly to be forgiven but then can't give it in return.
Point:
The man I was involved with wouldn't stop so on Monday I had had all I could take and sent an email explaining in great detail how I felt, not good either. I made alot of valid points about what he does to women and how he treats people. Even after the email was sent to him he preceded to go on and on. After I thought this was done he preceded to attack me in text messaging. I was very ugly there too.
After some time to cool down, today, I sent a short message just saying I am not in anyway making excuses for what I said but I will apologize for some of the things I said that were outta line. His reponse was that's nice your sorry but I will not forgive you for it. Now I wasn't necessarily looking for forgiveness but I feel that he shouldn't have acted that way. He has preached at me constantly about forgiving him but he doesn't do the same in return. He has always said he treats people how he wants to be treated, but how can that be true?
I know thats just the type of person he is and I probably shouldn't have apologized in the first place for standing up for myself. Maybe I just have to big of a heart and a conscious that makes me feel guilty for things I say or do even though the other person does not. He has been way worse to me and never apologized or give a half-hearted apology. I guess thats just how some people are and that they aren't worth even worrying over.
Point:
The man I was involved with wouldn't stop so on Monday I had had all I could take and sent an email explaining in great detail how I felt, not good either. I made alot of valid points about what he does to women and how he treats people. Even after the email was sent to him he preceded to go on and on. After I thought this was done he preceded to attack me in text messaging. I was very ugly there too.
After some time to cool down, today, I sent a short message just saying I am not in anyway making excuses for what I said but I will apologize for some of the things I said that were outta line. His reponse was that's nice your sorry but I will not forgive you for it. Now I wasn't necessarily looking for forgiveness but I feel that he shouldn't have acted that way. He has preached at me constantly about forgiving him but he doesn't do the same in return. He has always said he treats people how he wants to be treated, but how can that be true?
I know thats just the type of person he is and I probably shouldn't have apologized in the first place for standing up for myself. Maybe I just have to big of a heart and a conscious that makes me feel guilty for things I say or do even though the other person does not. He has been way worse to me and never apologized or give a half-hearted apology. I guess thats just how some people are and that they aren't worth even worrying over.
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