I know birth control pills trick your body into thinking it's pregnant, so then you'll pile on the pounds. I am not willing to endure this AT ALL. I'm so tempted to flush my pills down the toilet and never have a period in my life ever again. I don't even care if this will harm my chances of fertility later on. There will always be adoption.
When I gain weight, I experience severe break-downs, self-harm and I become suicidal. I suffer from depression, anxiety and Autism, which fuel my immense fear of weight gain. It looks like these pills will not be good for my mental health. I'm not willing to become a fat cow and jeopardize my sanity. I wish I wasn't like this, but I just can't help it.
I know this is sick, but I'd rather be slim and good-looking but be infertile, instead of being an ugly fat pig who can have kids and periods. I'm the sort of person who doesn't want children because they make you fat anyways. I don't think I could love something that would cause me distress in the process anyways.
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