[hope4Kathy]

Hi everyone!
As some of you may know or have read my past couple of threads from before. I have been diagnosed with human papilloma virus almost for 20 months or so now. I've done many different treatments my latest treatment was laser surgery back in end of October 2009. In mid January I found out I have pre-cancerous cells. I still constantly discharge and it is heavy white color as I've had this discharge since the beginning of the human papilloma virus diagnosis. I am really having trouble dealing with this in the last few weeks and both of my gynecologist want me to wait and see what happens next. I am frightened about this whole situation.I have tried everything to stay positive, but now I think I may have hit the depression stage. I knew I was getting there, but now I go to sleep crying every night. I know that makes it worse but I am very sad/angry that It has been so long and the gynecologists really seem to take it easy. If anyone has a good advice or someone who is in a similar stage as I am I'd appreciate any advice or comments.

Thank you,

[CHANDLERS WISH]

Sweetheart, that is such a long time to have something that brings fear as well, as you feel it is getting worse not better, or being told something along those lines, pre-cancerous is okay, dont be frightened it will and can be cured..

Your Gynecologist is being a Doctor, just telling you tid bits, not assuring you, reasurring you, don't they realise that Stress is a main factor of all bad things?

Please either go back and say you want answers, you have questions, you want it explained to you in full, you want to know "why" you have to wait to see, what happens if you do, what happens if you don't, you tell them that you are depressed and your at the point of anxiety, depression, and you can not take any more.

TELL THEM LOUD AND CLEAR.

If they don't listen to you, please don't give up, get your butt out there and find someone WHO will listen and answer you and guide you through all of this and get you the results you deserve okay.

We in the meantime are here, please come back and keep posting so we can be here through this with you.

CW

[hope4Kathy]

Thank you for your advice and for replying back.
I am trying to stay positive as much as I can.
I have an upcoming appointment in April. I will see how that goes.
Hopefully I get some more options if any at this time and hope for the better.

Take care,
Kathy