Now i can at least rest a little.
Im 19 still a virgin, and im almost gone 3 months with a period.
But it's not full on, at the begining it lasted 14 days and then it stopped for two, but it came straight back , another 14 days then its back, but now it has been full on for the past 1 to 2 months, and i wasnt sure why, i also have really huge clots, yesterday it had started to calm down, and this morning looks like it was close to stopping which i was happy about, until i get this unbelieve-able cramps in my stomache, and i go check and im back bright red and heavy.
It doesnt scare me as much now because it's been happening for so long, i know before this a few months back i went 1 month and 16 days with a period, and then nothing, i stopped for something close to 6 - 9 months, and then this.
Im thinking inreggular homones, but ever since i started my period at 13, they havent been inreggular i would get them the same time every month, and would get pains so bad i couldnt move and would have to medicate myself with pain killer after pain killer.
I have made numerous appointments for the doctors, but i always call them off, because ive always been scared of the doctor since i was little, and only ever been once in my life, i think i need to make an appointment and try some stuff out, just face the fears, scared incase im dieing or something.
I'll rest happy when the red sea dissapears and leaves me the heck alone - im also of average weight, although when i was in school age 15 or so i used to be really thin, and over the past 3 years i have slowly gained a slight bit of weight about 1 and a half stone - maybe the weight gain has something to do with it - i guess there's only one way to find out, i dont wanna die young - just waiting for the female doctor to come back in this week - since ill feel more comfortable.

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