In some ways it's like a really bad form of PMS I suppose, but I don't really suffer too much with the mood swings or dysporia; considering how ill I feel I'd say I stay relatively good natured most of the time. Even so, I'm wondering if anyone with PMDD has suffered from anything like this?
Officially I'm diagnosed with M.E., as a 'best fit' diagnosis, although most of my doctors agree that if it is M.E. it's a very unusual form of it!I see an endocrinologist, and he's hopefully going to start me on Ovcon 35 (a form of combined contraceptive pill) next month; since it has such high oestrogen levels and low progesterone levels. Progesterone is our best guess for the culprit at the moment, since progesterone supplementation makes me much worse and even caused me to start losing my hair. Yasmin evened out my symptoms, making me feel slightly better than I do at my worst, but all the time. If the Ovcon 35 doesn't work he thinks I might be looking at a hysterectomy and oopherectomy at some point in the not so distant future (although he'd try putting me in a chemical menopause with oestrogen only HRT first). I just feel really alone with it since I've never heard of anyone else with my symptoms.
Sometimes I convince myself that the fact I only get it during a certain part of my cycle is just a coincidence, that it really is M.E. and that I'm never going to get better.
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