I don´t know if it´s ovulation or my period is two weeks early!!!!!!!
I asked my mother and my friends and they all told it´s happened to them before and that it´s totally normal. However, I´m not so sure.
Lately, I´ve been going through A LOT. This is gonna be boring, but girls and doctors are good for listening so here it goes:
-My father´s company isn´t working so there have been issues related to lack of money in my house. I´ve been very worried about him being sad because he had a heart attack almost a year ago and I´m worried it might happen again.
-My parents have been fighting constantly and my father had been saying terribly hurtful things to my mother who cries all the time.
-I started working in a place and I actually love the job, but it makes me terribly anxious because I never had a job in my life before and I feel kind of like a child in a world of grown ups where I don´t belong.
-In this new job I´ve been meeting a lot of new people including guys. Some of them have been flirting with me. It makes me terribly anxious to think that soon somebody may ask me out and I may start a relationship and then I would have to tell the poor guy that I am a virgin (something I´m not proud of). Having a relationship or just someone to go out with also means that I will be a woman in my parent´s eyes, which makes me very uncomfortable. Also, the idea of having sex makes me extremely anxious.
-My cousin and one of the most important people in my life has colon cancer. She starts the treatment on tuesday but the doctors already say there isn´t much to do. I´ve been feeling really guilty about not spending enough time with her (we live far away and I work) and my defense mechanism is to deny everything and pretend nothing´s happening. Obviously, it isn´t working.
-I hae a lot of pressure regarding college. I´m actually supposed to be studying right now.
I also lost some weight because I only work five hours (from one to six thirty) and I´m supposed to eat lunch at home, but I live far away and I have atwo hour trip. So I´ve been skipping meals for a month.
Please help me!!!!
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