I had to start wearing tape on them so they would at least let me go through my day.
But for the past 2 months it has been getting worse. The left side mainly is the most sensitive of both and recently it has been getting hard and for some reason stimulates on it's own even though I have it covered with nipple petals [I am lucky I found them, because I was starting to get blood sores because of wearing tape] and occasionally as well even when I am not wearing a shirt and sitting like I usually do, it will start to do it, even in heat.
For a while I have been considering to get a mastectomy done, but now more than ever I have been decided to look up correct information in the matter. I keep on trying to find if there are any solutions to this, but in no place I see anybody ever talking about this.
A few answers I have found to solve the problem are to simply wear tape on them [which did a horrible job as you read above]
This has led me to just want to take the out of my body to stop the horrible feeling.
I do not want to change gender, I just want my entire breast organism removed so I can live without the worry that my tape will rip in public and go through the embarrassment of being with this condition in public.
I also have managed to get an appointment with a doctor [after a long time of not being able to have one] but it is too far away. I really need information on this As soon as possible.
It sucks when you can't even hug your mom without getting the feeling. It's not like I wanna be horny forever.
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