[Hopeless Dork]

Xmrs, I do that too... the focusing so much on what everything looks like for him... what I look like in every angle, always trying to position myself my barely there clothing in ways to make me look most flattering. I have stretch marks on my stomach that I am soooo conscious of during our love making. I'll take my top off but leave it around my lower waist, or take it off all the way but keep my skirt on and hitch it up over my hips so that its covering those marks lol.

We do it in the light more than half the time, and I love seeing him, watching his face and looking into his eyes, I love his penis and watching it move in me or watching him occasionally while I am going down on him etc. I also like him to be able to see me , but under my control of what he is seeing lol.

All that stuff going on my brain sometimes leads me to no-orgasmville -population of 1. I've noticed when the lights are dim, I come almost every single time. I'll come in the light when I've been drinking or am sober but too horny to be conscious of how I appear.

[Hopeless Dork]

Also I don't think guys mind it all when we direct a little in fact its probably a turn on, I say this because when I am begging my guy to keep bleeping me like that please don't stop it usually results in a faster finish haha - might be counterproductive but super hot for me... plus usually when I am letting go that much to talk like that I am usually inches away from coming myself, and do so same time as him or a few seconds after.