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umm..*blush* *giggles* i'm happy

god knows what happned but he's changed and i feel different. soo many words,so little time.

well.. after my last post which was 5 am in the morning i stopped to think aboutmy next actions and made a mentle list of his good and bad. his good faaaar outways his bad and even though he responded so closed minded, i know him, little bits will go through....

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lol god knows what key bighead pressed but it posted.

... so i decided to stay quite a few more yrs

he's 4 yrs older than me, turned 27 an i'll be 23 soon.

so my bro came over complaning about his wife and they are allso thinkin abt divorce and they haven't even been married 3yrs. the stuffhe complained abt iwas really shoked caz i do the same thing and not once has myhubby gone to his parents or others complaning abt it. hementioned it once in 5 yrs and istill do those things.. i'm just too much of a bigheaded woman and theywantoldfashioned wives. sitting there listeningto him.. my made myhubby sound like an angle. even myparents mentioned what i put my hubby through.

that just confirmed my intention of keeping quite a few more yrs and continue working on him.

i called him and told him your an angle... but i'm still angry at you.

my angle came over,kissedmeatThe
dOor and iknew right away something was different and everything waswhat i wanted. he took me outheld my hand, wouldn't let go lol.... *blush* i'ma stop there *giggles*

strangle, i feel more confident.

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Ok go to the books and entertainment page of the forum and look at the books on the thread, books on sex. I got tired of writing it all down over and over. The Orgasm Loop might be a good starting point.

hehehehe

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Big boobs are a pain in the neck

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HEY! Some of us represent that remark!!!! And my neck isn't hurtin' so...does that mean I"M a pain in the neck??????

tee hee, such tomfoolery sorry.

In response to the OP, it seems that you are earnestly trying to change, and that in and of itself will help. Relaxation is so key to enjoyment. I think laughter is as well. Sometimes not taking things too seriously can really change one's perspective.

Best wishes for you!!