[WildChild]

I believe it's bad to think that bad sex can end a relationship, but in the sense that he might care that much about it or me says otherwise (I guess)

Bad sex certainly can tank a relationship and greatly diminish your joy and pleasure in the relationship and in life. Just because you live with him doesn't mean you can't change that. Yes you could move back in with your mother, or you could get a place on your own and find what you are really capable of. You should be self supporting before you tie your life to someone else. There is nothing wrong with exploring and spending time with different men. How will you know what you want most if you don't know what is out there?

[Yamimi]

Child, I totally agree with you That's why I need to move out. I cannot support myself because I'm unemployed--even though I am going to school currently. I need to make the choice to move out & move on first so that I would not be cheating on him.

But then again..I could go on a mini date with another guy & tell my boyfriend I'm "hanging out"

[Yamimi]

So.. Boyfriend says he "just hasn't been in the mood lately" Too bad I'm at my high when he's at his low.. I don't want to give up, but I'm kinda tired of it at the moment.