[chaya]

My first time hurt like h**l. I was raped and beaten. Even so, if I had it to do over I would not be drunk with alcohol to alter the experience.

If your first time hurts a little, it is a small price to pay for being clear headed at this special time with the right guy. I'm sure child birth hurts a lot more than first time sex, most women are happy to become mothers; I would if I could.

[obsession]

hello chaya,at first thank for replying to my thread,I have just obsessive compulsive disorder and fear of being raped, suffer from it,last week I stayed at my friends home and there were some people that I don't know well also,the next day I had a skin irritation like burning in my private areas'it was my menstrual period and I was wearing a menstrual pad,the burning was in my skin,it wasn't inside my vagina,I have ocd and this question really eats me out for weeks, I'm a virgin and I don't know how does it feel,by the way skin irritation started when I walk on the street on my way to school,when I woke up,there wasn't something wrong.I wonder could I have been raped