[jns]

Have you decided anything?

When you are new at the sex game, everything can be so different and exciting and terrifying at the same time. Both men and women have to open up the most sensitive and private part of their bodies to their partner. Will their partner treat them right (rhetorically)? I understand your reaction as being one of anxiety: "do I really want to go there at this time?" As you get to know your SO better and ask yourself questions and answer them, you will find your answers. Think of how everything fits together in what you want out of life and how to get there.

[haliyo]

I haven't really decided anything In fact really I have just become more confused, and am now wondering if I am either bicurious or asexual :/ (as you saw in my other thread, jns.)
As far as watching porn goes, I can't bear life-action porn. WRETCH. Animated stuff (hentai) I could stomach I guess :/ Manga much more so, and I do own some although it is just guy/guy (yaoi.)
But the thought of watching a man masturbate also makes me wretch D: Especially if it were my boyfriend. And I don't fantasize about him whilst -I- masturbate... I don't think I could ever bring myself to do it - it would be so weird >n<;; urgh