[ksa_plzme]

I'm 56 married man with kids. I love my wife, I had an anal and oral sex with my male classmate since I was 16 year old, most of the time I was the receiver person and we still seen each other from time to time (2-3 times per year) despite we both married.

I got turned on and aroused when my friend started talking dirty about my wife and specially when he touching and rubing his **** in her underwear. I confused between him and my wife, I can not stop my self thinking about him making love to my my wife while i watching that and even when i am making love with her I imagine he doing that instead of me. Is it normal??

please note the followings:

1) I never cheat on my wife with other women since we got marrried about 22 years ago i am happy with my marriage
2) I am living in eastern culture where no sex before marriage can be accepted and as well the gay relationship going underground, however the necessity of sex during the teenage period sometime required not to follow your culture and traditional
3) Too many times I tried to stop the relationship after marriage with my BF but i was unable to do that due to long long period we been toghter
4) I became obessed with him I enjoy the sex with him specially the oral sex and even i do not mind for him to shoot his load inside my mouth


I need your advise how to stop this abnormal realtion before my wife will find out??

[Element]

Talk to your wife. Find out if she is into a MMF.

[DreamP346]

Are you sexually attracted to your wife or are you just with her because your society won't allow you to be with your BF?

The fantasy you have is not too uncommon. Do you think your wife would be comfortable with it? Would your BD and his wife be OK with it?