[CHANDLERS WISH]

Darn girl, you are in Australia and I was going to ask you to have lunch with me.....Guess we will just have to play "let's pretend". Seeing my husband let me sleep late and has my coffee, orange juice and toast waiting at my computer, plus I am in the Guest Room where my big office set up is, I will have to check the brand when I go into the Master Bedroom. I will let you know later as I am sure we will talk again.

The ejaculation is something else. I fought it to begin with. I thought I was becoming incontinent. It is a pretty long story but I will write it. I believe every woman who is IN LOVE can do it. You just have to learn to release your soul and give your man every physical part of your inner self....I mean open as wide as is possible. Leave him on this trip to heaven...Let him be the God who is pleasuring you...Show him more than you knew you had.....Very simply.......Be the dirtiest and sexiest woman that you have ever been and love it.... Then if you really want to be assured that you will kick off like a hose, I will send my husband to do the fingering, eating, sucking and fu*****. Of course I am just kidding on the last question but that is a part of me that is wild and will never change.

When I talk about Orlando I talk about us on the concierge floor of the Contemporary. I talk about two fools in love three years ago that came back from a wonderful day at the Magic Kingdom. I talk about coming back to our room greeted by a room full of flowers and balloons. This was a trip for our Anniversary and the hotel knew it. Actually we were greeted in other places in the park too. It was just wild..Oh, girl, the life this man has taken me on.... I talk about it being our anniversary and having some champagne. I talk about opening the patio doors to the Music and Sounds and vision of a fairy tale being brought alive in front of us. The child like thrill as we watched the boats going across the lake to the Floridian and the train go past our window. The joy of laying holding each other and watching the fireworks at night...I talk about all these wonderful things enclosing my mind as I laid on the bed with my husband and for the first time in my life did what I always wanted to do. As we laid naked, I raised my legs as high in the air as I could and with him sitting at my feet watching me, then I spread them sideways as open as I could get and he dove in. The thrill of that sexual act and as sexual as I became, let all those waters of love out of me. They tingled with pleasure as they passed my G-spot. They are the most erotic waters of love there are. He licks and eats me and I can't write of what this has done to him. All I can say is that Mayo Clinic was shocked at something that happened. This is all I will say on this. Being like this I have been able to bring him back to yesterday. Four months later I started to take him off Viagra and now he is just plain a stud. There is nothing special about me that is not special about every other woman alive. I know this and it is all in our mind.

Now I have babbled enough and will send this and take a shower. From the good old USA to across the large pond to my West and then South....All my love to you....Caroline

Haven't you ever wondered why we never write at the same time????
If you ever leave here, or me, do we think we will? Make sure we go to personal messages and send our email addresses, we can have a drink and food, at our computers and chat away, we have good visualisation.

I see. Well, something else then that i have to look forward to, and at least the person i'm seeing so to speak, is more than aware how a female body reacts, what to, how and all that you talk about. In fact, that's why i read everything you write, not because i say i wish, but because he does, well visualisation and communication is a wonderful thing until you meet in person...

So bracing myself for what you get, that i'm going to get... and god i love life.....

Something triggered though in Orlando, to make you both get down there on that floor, that then led to the trees and the birds, and the rivers and the opening of the total un-known that creates history in the medical industry.... that can only be called " true love" and the deep desire to have what you both had, and **** of you both went and said stuff it, and we will and you did...............

Thanks about the labels doubt it will be anytime soon, we have til May, as it is in your master bedroom, you'll get sidetracked.

Much love xxand