but I keep having a recurring fantasy / dream that involves me masturbating another man and making them ejaculate.... I don't know what it is, or why I'm having this fantasy because I'm not gay and I don't find men attractive or anything and I certainly wouldn't want a man to put their member up my back passage..... but sometimes I dream / fantasise about slowly stroking a man, rubbing a handkerchief over their pen!s and making them ejaculate like porn star Peter North
of course I've not mentioned this to my wife and I don't plan to, but I just can't get this fantasy out of my head sometimes...
is their any cure for me or should I keep this to myself?
I mentioned to my wife a couple of years ago about a fantasy I used to have where a dark skinned man with a very large member was pleasuring my her while I watched, but she just thought that was weird and laughed it off - I don't know how she would react if I told her about this fantasy.
I'm worried that this is not normal for a happily married straight man to fantasise about something like this
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