[maltheist]

I'm 18 and a ?virgin?. I just watched an interview with a pornstar, then I got curious and went to watch a p*rn video of her(?) and she was like a whole different person? Moaning, swearing, breathing like an mindless ape, fingering her poophole then tasting it?, weird facial expressions??? What the actual **** man?. Seeing things like this makes me wanna die. I don't wanna be associated with these dumb, low class animals (bc that's what they are). Also s*x is sooo censored. And it's censored for a good reason. Better stay that way forever.

[maltheist]

This is a sex forum. Why did they censor the word **** wtffff

[amy40]

I'm 18 and a ?virgin?. .

just a suggestion for you.....don't watch porn videos as they'll give you a distorted view of sex......once you marry, sex will be special between your husband & you, a way to express your love for one another

[LynneZ_VXXI]

95% of porn is aimed at men. Women can enjoy porn too, but generally have different tastes about it. In this age of worldwide internet etc you can find ANYTHING and that includes very disturbing content. Do yourself a favor, don't use porn for sexual education. It's not meant to teach anything. Purely for gratification and entertainment. That woman you watched was doing her job. I know it may be hard to believe, but she was ACTING in that video. Playing a character, the fantasy that many men want to see. Men need to be able to orgasm in porn films - women don't. They just need to pretend. Some day you will have sexual experiences of your own and realize how fake, contrived and completely misogynistic most porn is. Do NOT judge sexuality based on the movies, just as you wouldn't think all of those crime dramas are accurate representations of the criminal justice system. It's Hollywood.
If you want to explore your own sexuality safely, you may want to sample some different genres like reading erotica for women, written by professional authors. I say that because there's a lot of amateur writing on the internet that's really bad.
Anyway, see what you like and what you don't like. Never let someone else tell you what you should find sexy.
An 18 yo virgin watching a hardcore porn film - that's like someone who has never set foot on an airplane deciding to see what air travel is like by hitching a ride in a fighter jet that's headed into combat. It will not give you an impression of flying other than to make you sick and traumatized. Don't do that to yourself.
Best wishes. Sex can be fun, joyful, intimate, exciting and many other positive things. Or it can be ugly. Don't watch the ugly. Have fun, safely, when you're ready. Be safe!

[G-Wagon]

I agree with Lynne above. Do not dabble in the porn video world. It is not an accurate representation of what sex is actually like

[Rayn]

I'm 18 and a ?virgin?. I just watched an interview with a pornstar, then I got curious and went to watch a p*rn video of her(?) and she was like a whole different person? Moaning, swearing, breathing like an mindless ape, fingering her poophole then tasting it?, weird facial expressions??? What the actual **** man?. Seeing things like this makes me wanna die. I don't wanna be associated with these dumb, low class animals (bc that's what they are). Also s*x is sooo censored. And it's censored for a good reason. Better stay that way forever.

I understand your curiosity, but take it from me, porn does not portray a realistic idea of what sex is. Porn is to sex what the WWE is to wrestling - physical, scripted, predetermined finishes, designed purely for entertainment, and above all else, not to be tried at home.

I mean you said it yourself. The porn you watched, the actress was like a different person. That's because they were indeed acting. Sure they may use their real name or a stage name, but they are protraying characters acting out a fantasy. And most porn takes things to the extreme... big dicks, huge ****, hard pounding from start to finish, and so on. Real life just doesn't go down that way.

So if you're curious about real life sex, here's my advice. First, figure out what you like sexually. Not from porn, but through self exploration. Second, meet and actually connect with someone. Third, if and when the relationship progresses, explore each other's sexuality. That's how you grow in that department.