[CHANDLERS WISH]

Because of all the things that you just mentioned:-

1. Away from friends
2. Still in love with the ex
3. Lonely
4. Not doing anything to make yourself happy


The hardest thing is to move on and so when attention comes your way, you don't persay want that attention with "intentions" to do anything, you just DESPERATELY need it, so you can get through with a smile, because at present that smile has gone.

It's been a month..

You can choose to wallow and feel sad, or you can choose to say okay my journey is about to start again what exciting things are in stall for me I wonder?

Time to email my friends and get back in tune with them and my life and time to see what else I want out of life for future, fun things as well...

Grab a piece of paper and start writing your dreams.

CW

[miss.sin.t.uh]

well its been a month since it was over, however its only been about a week or so, that we decided we weren't going to fix things. And we still kinda talk, so things are hard.
I have a friend that might have the other guy's number, i feel like asking for it so i can just say hi to him. Will that be a mistake?
should i just leave things how they are?
am i giving in?

[CHANDLERS WISH]

[quote=miss.sin.t.uh;100852]well its been a month since it was over, however its only been about a week or so, that we decided we weren't going to fix things. And we still kinda talk, so things are hard.
I have a friend that might have the other guy's number, i feel like asking for it so i can just say hi to him. Will that be a mistake?
should i just leave things how they are?
am i giving in?[/quote]

I am already in love with someone.

Yep... cause you don't want him... Unless you are after a booty call cause your hormones are jumping and your feeling depressed and down and think that this will make it all right. ( which it will until you wake up the next day and feel worse)... then go ahead.

[miss.sin.t.uh]

your absolutely right

[miss.sin.t.uh]

no no happy face, i ment sad face

[CHANDLERS WISH]

lol i mean

[miss.sin.t.uh]

so i talked to him, i guess i was right all along.
I am soo disgusted by the entire male population.
I let him know that despite what happened, we should remain friends
he wrote "your tripping me out, im lost"
ITS NOT THAT HARD TO FIGURE OUT.
i ment i want things be like nothing happened, and we should just be friends because i feel like the friendship kinda suffered a bit from all this.
man, are so simple.
How can you get lost by that? i guess he just doesnt want to deal with it.
anyways, after this im sure i dont want to talk to him,
i guess this is what i needed.

[CHANDLERS WISH]

so i talked to him, i guess i was right all along.
I am soo disgusted by the entire male population.
I let him know that despite what happened, we should remain friends
he wrote "your tripping me out, im lost"
ITS NOT THAT HARD TO FIGURE OUT.
i ment i want things be like nothing happened, and we should just be friends because i feel like the friendship kinda suffered a bit from all this.
man, are so simple.
How can you get lost by that? i guess he just doesnt want to deal with it.
anyways, after this im sure i dont want to talk to him,
i guess this is what i needed.

WT? "Your tripping me out too"... lol.

What happened?

Your either suggesting you already slept with him, or else your suggesting that you just told him that he was chasing you and you don't want that , you only want friendship and so he is wrong....

I got lost seriously, cause if it's the later ... he didn't do anything he was just conversing with you, so don't get the "despite" ......

xx

Kisses cause I'm mucking around with the your tripping me out too....

CW

[miss.sin.t.uh]

hahha yes i did! i wrote about that in the beginning, sorry let me make it clear. We did sleep together, i told him it was only physical on my part and i didnt need the whole sweet talk because i already have feelings for someone else. Yet he kept insisting that he is not like that, so why would he keep saying that, if i let him know being purely physical is ok with me. why would he keep trying to explain that he is not just physical.
thats what got me into thinking he's not like i thought he was. but i guess from our conversation today, i was right