I broke up with him cuz i moved away, but i still go back home. I had plenty of reasons why i broke up whit him. Two main ones being that im away and that I felt like i needed time. I love the guy with all my heart and i want to be back with him eventually, he knows this. So he is waiting for me. He is older than i am and he has been with other girls before me, not sexually but just in relationships. I haven't. I feel like he's the one for me but i need time to experience other people before i decide what i want. Now, we lost our virginity to each other, im pretty sure he never had sex with anyone else but me. I on the other hand, have.
In fact im kind of seeing that other guy. the problem is i no longer have feelings for the other guy, i want my ex back. A bigger problem is that i dont know how to say no t o people, i havent told the other guy how i feel because i feel so bad. He really likes me. And my ex does too. I am currently having sexual relationship with both, i know its bad because it feels bad, but technically I am not committed to neither ant they know it.
i feel like a bad person, but i dont know how to end it with the other guy, hes so nice and he dosent deserve that.
and My ex, well hes my everything, and he doesnt deserve that either.
Should i tell him that i had sex with someone else?
or should i keep it to myself considering I'm single and its only my business.
WHen i was with him i never was dishonest so its weird keeping stuff away from him. But i believe he will stop talking to me if he finds out about this.

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