*lets try this again 2nd time I had to write this out..hopefully this time I won't get kicked off and have to log back in..hehe*
I don't know where to start because this is my 2nd time writing it and I pretty much put my all into the first one. I'm seeing someone and have been for a year. We have NO arguements and i'm not exagerating...we do not have disagreements which is pretty freaking weird to me. I mean you would think we would have had at least one by now. For the most part we really can talk things through without getting huffy and puffy about things.
Dee is not an emotional man. He is not a romantic or a flirt he says what he wants and means what he says. He sees things in black and white there is no grey area...which is not always easy to deal with but I respect it. He is the type of man that does exactly what he says he is going to do.
Recently we have been put into a situation where we can not see each other as much as usual. We have virtually no alone time. Its really bothering me. I just feel like something is wrong! We don't speak as much either. When we do speak on his end it's like nothing is wrong and nothing has changed but I can't shake the feeling that something is. It's hard for me to trust a man. Dee isn't very open either what we do is what we do and he has made that clear to me. He has also made it clear that I AM important to him. Its just hard for him to express himself. He feels because we are still dealing with each other and he does the things he does that I should just KNOW how he feels and he shouldn't have to tell me anymore. Which before was ok because we saw each other more often and he showed me. Which is something else he does...not a talker but a do'er
So this weekend we spoke on friday and then not again until Sunday. I did call him but he didn't answer. When he called me he was chipper and sounded happy to talk to me. I asked him what happend and what was his doing this weekend and his response was "Minding my own business"....
Now anyone who I have chosen to associate with on this site and or responded to any of their blogs situations or concerns should know by now that I am not a female that holds her tongue. I am slick mouth but I found myself at a total loss for words. I was in shock! He went on to say..I take it you didn't like that response...he went on with the convo like he didn't say anything wrong continuing to tell me I'm a special woman and he would call me back...which he didn't even do. Now I feel like i'm in the daggone twilight zone!
Am I loosing my freaking mind?
I don't know where to start because this is my 2nd time writing it and I pretty much put my all into the first one. I'm seeing someone and have been for a year. We have NO arguements and i'm not exagerating...we do not have disagreements which is pretty freaking weird to me. I mean you would think we would have had at least one by now. For the most part we really can talk things through without getting huffy and puffy about things.
Dee is not an emotional man. He is not a romantic or a flirt he says what he wants and means what he says. He sees things in black and white there is no grey area...which is not always easy to deal with but I respect it. He is the type of man that does exactly what he says he is going to do.
Recently we have been put into a situation where we can not see each other as much as usual. We have virtually no alone time. Its really bothering me. I just feel like something is wrong! We don't speak as much either. When we do speak on his end it's like nothing is wrong and nothing has changed but I can't shake the feeling that something is. It's hard for me to trust a man. Dee isn't very open either what we do is what we do and he has made that clear to me. He has also made it clear that I AM important to him. Its just hard for him to express himself. He feels because we are still dealing with each other and he does the things he does that I should just KNOW how he feels and he shouldn't have to tell me anymore. Which before was ok because we saw each other more often and he showed me. Which is something else he does...not a talker but a do'er
So this weekend we spoke on friday and then not again until Sunday. I did call him but he didn't answer. When he called me he was chipper and sounded happy to talk to me. I asked him what happend and what was his doing this weekend and his response was "Minding my own business"....
Now anyone who I have chosen to associate with on this site and or responded to any of their blogs situations or concerns should know by now that I am not a female that holds her tongue. I am slick mouth but I found myself at a total loss for words. I was in shock! He went on to say..I take it you didn't like that response...he went on with the convo like he didn't say anything wrong continuing to tell me I'm a special woman and he would call me back...which he didn't even do. Now I feel like i'm in the daggone twilight zone!
Am I loosing my freaking mind?
Ever watched Barbara Streisand's movie "The Mirror has two faces"? Maybe he can learn something from this story cause he's like the character Jeff Bridges play in this movie.......BORING..... 
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