I met this awesome guy three years ago. We dated after we met at church camp where he was volunteering. After camp we met a couple of times and the spark of love was ignited. We had a deep connection when we discussed our relationship with the Lord. After a couple of months of dating he confessed to me that he was married and that he had a son with her. I was shocked at first, but later I understood why he didn't tell me earlier. The bible taught me about forgiveness and to not caste judgment. He told me he wanted to be with me because we had such a deep connection. I didn't want to lose him because we both know what we have is special.
A year ago we got engaged and he promised me that he didn't have intercourse with his wife anymore. I believe him because he is a christian and we at met at church under the eyes of God. I recently heard from a friend that she is pregnant. He said to me that it couldn't be his child. I don't understand why he doesn't leave her even though she has obviously cheated on him????!
He is often going to church with me and he has met my family many times. My parents don't know he is still married though.
We tried not to have sex before marriage, however after we got engaged and knew we would spend the rest of our lives together we couldn't wait. I feel bad about it but it happened and I believe God will forgive us in the end.
I did something horrible though. For some reason I had my doubts about his faithfulness. I had a weak moment and pretended to be pregnant with his child. His reaction wasn't what I expected. He didn't seem excited at all and said it wasn't his, but he hasn't called off our engagement.
I feel really bad that I lied to him and pretended to be pregnant. I want to say the truth to him, but will he forgive me?
I haven't heard from him for days and he hasn't responded to my messages and calls. What can I do to make things right?
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