[CHANDLERS WISH]

To me, actions are realistic, words can be spoken with no meaning.

Maybe, it's simply a case, that he has trouble with words.. And, maybe this has bought on a more togetherness, but also a distance, a confusion as you both still maybe grieve this, but don't realise.

Remember, he stated "routine", so he may love you, want you, but I think a woman matures 4 years ahead of a man and can settle down alot easier than a guy can..

CW

[AshAG]

Hi CW

I have no idea what's going on with him.
Earlier today I packed my stuff and went to my mothers house. I knew leaving would be hard but it was worse than I expected (how can you plan these things though?).
I just need time to figure this out. He does too. Maybe this space is what he needs. I hope some good comes from this, because this just plain sucks.
I also wanted to say that I recently turned 24, and he'll be 30 in January.