Update -
We are going to try to reconcile. My leaving really opened my husband's eyes to how crappy things have been. I've had very little contact with my ex and am mourning the loss of that relationship again. I was really depending on him to fill the gaps my husband wasn't and now with out either one of them as readily available as I'm used to (even in just the physical sense) I'm completely depressed and feel abandoned.
I just want to curl up in a ball and disappear for a long time or forever but someone has to care for our daughter.
DH and I have an appointment with a marriage counselor this week, and a date scheduled for this week too. I had planned to move home but now I'm wondering if I shouldn't stay away longer to get my head on straight. I just hope the counseling can help set us on the right path whatever it may be, since there are a lot of problems in our marriage, both emotionally and physically.
We are going to try to reconcile. My leaving really opened my husband's eyes to how crappy things have been. I've had very little contact with my ex and am mourning the loss of that relationship again. I was really depending on him to fill the gaps my husband wasn't and now with out either one of them as readily available as I'm used to (even in just the physical sense) I'm completely depressed and feel abandoned.
I just want to curl up in a ball and disappear for a long time or forever but someone has to care for our daughter.
DH and I have an appointment with a marriage counselor this week, and a date scheduled for this week too. I had planned to move home but now I'm wondering if I shouldn't stay away longer to get my head on straight. I just hope the counseling can help set us on the right path whatever it may be, since there are a lot of problems in our marriage, both emotionally and physically.
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