i became so frustrated with his endless excuses and meaningless promises that i decided i needed to take drastic action if our relationship was to last.
having some friends in the film industry i managed to get a contact number for one of the producers of a well known porn site.on the day i arranged to meet him i kept thinking to myself am i wise or should i just sign myself in to a mental institute IMMEDIATELY!!!
to cut a long story short my husband found out!! how? he had come across SEMI-NUDE pictures of me on the site.His reaction? FURIOUS!!!
He accused me of cheating(although there was no intercourse or sexual contact with any other male),he called me a *****, a bad mother, a disgrace etc etc. My response 'RESULT' now he knew how i felt- the disgust and betrayal.
Since then he has not looked at another porn site or to my knowledge at least. Even if he does give in to temptation at least i can be sure that he knows now the damaging effects this filthy habit can have on someones life and will definitely make him think twice!!
After all when he can get the real thing at home why be bothered looking at fake plastic airbrushed girls on screen.......
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