[loulou36]

p.s btw katie i had the cold knife about 4 years ago,it wasnt to bad but i did have cramps for a few days after,and the bleeding wasnt that bad,gud luck hunx

[Katie35801]

2 things bother me most:
having to be put to sleep terrifies me
fasting for so long for surgery (I eat every few hours because I feel crappy if I don't)

Please let me know your results as soon as you can!

[loulou36]

hi hun,being put to sleep scared me the most,i was terrified,but i was fine,they moniter you very closley whilst you are asleep,i promise you katie you will be fine,the reason you probably feel crappy when you dont eat is because you are very animic,and you probably have been for a long time,i got my results today and the biopsy was fine,but they want me to go back for another 1 and to have the leep because they said that abnormalitys can grow deeper in the cervix so im just waiting for another app,i no its gud news but im still very worried what they might fine after doing the leep,anyway im sure we will both be fineplease let me no hun how you get on on monday,il be thinking of you,and you need to take your anxiaty meds all the time so they get into your system propley,taking then now and again wont give you the proper affect,take care hun and please keep me posted,love loulou.xxx

[Katie35801]

I am glad the biopsy is fine, hopefully one day u will get some answers and treatment so you can feel normal again.

[loulou36]

hi katie,hope you are well hun(as to be expected)let me just say hun,on my life you realy are going to be fine,i no ppl probably keep telling you the same thing and its not them who are going through it atm,but they are right,please dont keep trying to get 2nd and 3rd oppinoins,coz all you are doing is delaying things,and the cc can spread,the gyno/onc knows what he/she is doing and you realy will be in good hands hun,just get it done and out of the way so you can get back to some sort of normality,just make sure you tell them about your animia,but they will probably do bloods again on monday anyway,i cant stop thinking about you,and praying for you hun,but you dont need prayers because you will get through it i swear,i no i havnt been through what you are going through but i have had lots of treatment as you no since i was 16 and i am probably facing alot more,so i sort of no how scared you are,just focus on you now and what has to be done,im thinking of you,and please let me no how you get on on monday,love loulou.xxxxx