[Katie35801]

You have been brave getting all these test run, I haven't left my home in 9 months, I can't imagine.

[Katie35801]

How are you today LouLou?

[loulou36]

hi katie,not 2 gud hun.feeling realy depressed,so i keep getting drunk,realy not gud 4 the kids but dont no what else to do,im getting realy bad pains under my right rib,and the pain in my legs and vagina r getting worse.y didnt they cheak my cervix first,all these bloody tests and they should of looked in2 my back ground to no what woz wrong.all they have done is to pospone things,so if it is something realy bad they have took 5 months to diognose me wich things could of got a lot worse,i feel dirty,by partner has left me,just so fed up,feel like going to the er just 4 them 2 cheak me,just 2 see if they can see something,this discharge smells realy bad,like amonnia,but it isnt urine becouse wen i use tampax my underwear doesnt smell so i no wear it is comming from,i no my own body and i no something is wrong!as i no u do katie,xxx

[Katie35801]

I completely understand 100%, Im scared to drink or I probably would too. I had a bleeding episode lastnight. They happen every few days.
Did they even look at your cevix and do a pelvic exam?
If you aren't scared to go to ER, like I am, maybe you should? See if they would look at it and do a papsmear?

[loulou36]

your anxiaty is realy bad,r you taking anything for it?i 2 suffer from anxiaty i take valum,they realy do help,but i also no that when ppl have anxiaty, they r scared to take tablets because of side effects,its a vicious circle,yes my gyno and a nurse did a vaginal exam i.e internal and said everything looked and felt fine,i only had a smear 17 months ago so they wont do another one for a year and a half,we r only allowed one every 3 years in the uk,its stupid!considering my past histoty of abnormal cells,my period still hasnt come yet,its a bit like you katie its like it wants to but it just isnt happening,its strange that you have them bleeding episodes,is it realy heavy?well its christmas eve and i feel as missrable as everfeel so sorry for my kids,i keep shouting at them and its not fair,just so stressed tho,somebody told me on another web site that this amonnia smelling discharge is probably bv,but i had swab tests only 2 months ago im sure it would of shown on that,not quite sure what they tested me for tho,tc hun keep intouch,gunas do some more googling il let u no if i find anything else out.xxx

[Katie35801]

My anxiety is severe, I don't take anything for it, although now I regret that.
The bleeding episodes go like this:
watery bright red gushes out for about an hour, then it slowly goes down to leaking watery dark red/brown/pink. Does this every few days. That's what I meant when I said no defined periods, that's what Im doing.

[Katie35801]

Since they won't do a papsmear, could you ask for a biopsy of your cervix?

[loulou36]

i woz ment to have the biopsy on my cervix the other day, when they were gonig to do the colposcopy,but like i said my gyno couldnt get to the hospital as she woz snowed in,the weather is realy bad in the uk atm,lovely to have a wight christmas,but not so gud my gyno woz snowen in,bloody typical x

[loulou36]

i woz ment to have the biopsy on my cervix the other day, when they were gonig to do the colposcopy,but like i said my gyno couldnt get to the hospital as she woz snowed in,the weather is realy bad in the uk atm,lovely to have a wight christmas,but not so gud my gyno woz snowed in,bloody typical x

[loulou36]

dont no y that posted twice x