Making my vagina looser and wider. Help please.

[Diane1969]

Hi,

About 4 months ago my husband and I were watching some online videos. One of the movies was of a girl who was receiving a very large dildo from a man. The scene lasted about 20 minutes and when he took the dildo out the girl was left with a very wide and still open vagina. This sent my husband over the edge and it was very obvious how much he enjoyed this sight. I must also admit to finding the scene very arousing even though I have no interest in girls.

So for the last 3 months in secret and almost daily I have been using a very thick dildo which I purchased online to stretch out my vagina. It is 2-1/2" wide and visually it is very impressive. When I first got it I couldn't even get the head in for the first two weeks but now I can get about 6 inches of it in with just a little effort. I have also learned to really enjoy the stretched sensation and the mixture of pleasure and pain is wonderful especially during the first few minutes. Sometimes I leave it in there for over an hour while I am reading a book or watching TV but this sometime leaves me a little sore so I only do this about once a week.

I think my technique is working as my husband made the comment recently that I did not feel as tight while we were making love. I must admit that lately he does feel small and I am finding this very erotic. He isn't complaining and I have noticed that he has been penetrating me harder and for longer lately which has been amazing. It is obvious my increasing size is really turning him on.

However, even after all my efforts my vagina still seems to shrink back down again very quickly after I remove the dildo and I have been unable to reproduce the sight in the video that my husband and I enjoyed so much. I am staying loose for extended periods of time between sessions but the appearance is not very different which is disappointing.

I think I am ready for a thicker dildo to see if this helps but thought I would ask the ladies if there is any sure fire way to make your noticeably bigger and how to get that big open appearance. I know this is a strange request but I would so love to surprise him with the same sight and when he finds out what I have been doing I know he will be very turned on and excited. There can be no denying my vagina has certainly changed over the last few months since I started this, it just doesn't seem to be changing as much as I wanted and I am looking for advice on how to get better results. I have been doing keggels for years and wondering if I should think about stopping these for awhile.

This is a serious question and I posted elsewhere with immature negative responses. Please don't reply for the sake of being judgemental or just to be nasty. I know what I am hoping to achieve is not for everyone and I accept this but I am a mature woman in a 20 year loving relationship and believe this will add a lot of excitement for my husband and myself.