[jns]

... Have you ever seen porn stars when they are not all done up ...

I have seen one, the one who stayed in my apartment one night on the day she got out of jail. I went down and picked her up there. The jail food made her a bit heavier than what she was in the movies. The next day she was gone, back to her old life. I had been visiting her at jail to keep her spirits up after a friend introduced her to me while she was in jail. I don't know if she had cellulite and I never saw her with her clothes off, except in the movies. She got out of that business a few years later and is married AFAIK. She was a very normal looking girl in real life.

[prettylights]

I have seen one, the one who stayed in my apartment one night on the day she got out of jail. I went down and picked her up there. The jail food made her a bit heavier than what she was in the movies. The next day she was gone, back to her old life. I had been visiting her at jail to keep her spirits up after a friend introduced her to me while she was in jail. I don't know if she had cellulite and I never saw her with her clothes off, except in the movies. She got out of that business a few years later and is married AFAIK. She was a very normal looking girl in real life.

This is interesting. Do you mind if I ask you a few questions? How did you perceive this woman, as a man? Did you find her more attractive onscreen or offscreen? Was she prettier with all the make up and fake stuff or without it? Be honest, I don't want any sugar coating. You said she was very normal looking, but is that good or bad?

[jns]

Normal looking to me is good. A small amount of nice makeup is good, a lot is over the top. No makeup is also good.

I never saw her in movies before meeting her through my friend. In fact I never saw her in movies until a while after the last time I saw her. She was just a nice young woman who was down on her luck. As far as pretty, porn movies do not focus on the face of the woman very much unless it is something in the scene that is to be emphasized. Her face was not shown very much in the movies AFAIR. I found her more attractive off screen because she was a real person off screen. For those who know Los Angeles, she was at Sybil Brand Institute.

[ska1331]

I think it is so sad that several of you ladies have encountered so many jerks. It may be just me, but none of you sound ugly. Then again, when my wife looks at herself she sees an older,heavier, not attractive woman. I see a supermodel. I wouldn't trade her for J Lo, Julia Roberts or any of those Hollywood types. I personnaly don't have high self esteem, yet I am the best me that there ever will be. Even after 20yrs my wife tells me I'm the sexiest man alive. Yes I think she's crazy, but knowing how I see her I understand. When you look in the mirror what you see is influenced by your minds perception of yourself. Just as when others see you, their minds influence what they see. We will never see, no matter how long and hard we look in that mirror, what others see when they look at us and no 2 people see the same thing when they look at the same person. Somewhere there is somebody out there to whom you will look like a goddess. Just please give yourself the chance to be found.