[ccorliss21]

Relax, you'll be fine

Relax Hon, you're just fine. Your feelings are not abnormal at all. I've been married 21 years and lost count of how many times I've been on my knees for my husband. I don't feel submissive most of the time but there are times I do and like you it can be a big turn on for me. I'd think most women would say the same thing.

I suspect you may be an "A" personality type so feeling submissive may be new for you. Most women enjoy having their "big strong man" in the bedroom at times and want to feel girlish sometimes. So have fun, get turned on by being "his good little girl: when it suits you.

When I'm out of sorts like you sound I find writing things out helps. If I were you I'd make a list of boundries you don't want to cross right now. For example: no whips, no chains; no threesomes, nothing painful, etc. Then you have a reference point.

Also, its very important that he respects you. I hope he;s good to you. By the way does he reciprocate i.e give you pleasure.

[muffin70]

I agree your feelings sound perfectly normal to me.
My wife doesn't do a lot of different things sexually, because she has tried them before and she knows what she likes and what she dislikes (e.g. me ejaculating on her face or body), but with my ex it was different - we were both in-experienced though not virgins, so she wanted to try everything including anal, *** jobs, swallowing, cum on her face / body - she wasn't afraid to try something once to see if she liked it