Sorry I haven't been on in so long!! D:
For those of you who are wondering; no we still don't talk. No I don't break down anymore [[I've been on Prozac]] I am a little ashamed of admitting it, because I used to be the happiest person in the world, and now I'm on anti-depressants, but hey! It works!! And I feel great! :] As for him, I saw him a lot yesterday. I was with a guy friend of mine and he happened to be in the same place, at the same time. He looked like he wanted to talk to me, but I just kinda gave him this little fake smile and kept walking. I'm sorry, I've been feeling way too good to have him bring me down again. I think; if he really wants to talk to me, he'll call me or come over some day. Or at least text message me. Yes I've been holding strong. I still love him, with all my heart. And everyday I pray for his safety and happiness. I'm giving him his spce, now it's time to give myself some space. I've been hanging out with a few guy friends lately, but not like that.. Just cause they're funny. And there's one who I believe he might be jealous of.... I hope not. But there's the update. Like I said, I've been feeling great!! Holding up pretty strong, and yes I still have tons of faith is "us" :]
For those of you who are wondering; no we still don't talk. No I don't break down anymore [[I've been on Prozac]] I am a little ashamed of admitting it, because I used to be the happiest person in the world, and now I'm on anti-depressants, but hey! It works!! And I feel great! :] As for him, I saw him a lot yesterday. I was with a guy friend of mine and he happened to be in the same place, at the same time. He looked like he wanted to talk to me, but I just kinda gave him this little fake smile and kept walking. I'm sorry, I've been feeling way too good to have him bring me down again. I think; if he really wants to talk to me, he'll call me or come over some day. Or at least text message me. Yes I've been holding strong. I still love him, with all my heart. And everyday I pray for his safety and happiness. I'm giving him his spce, now it's time to give myself some space. I've been hanging out with a few guy friends lately, but not like that.. Just cause they're funny. And there's one who I believe he might be jealous of.... I hope not. But there's the update. Like I said, I've been feeling great!! Holding up pretty strong, and yes I still have tons of faith is "us" :]
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