[Ashlee T.]

HD- I don't consider him below my "level". We're different, that doesn't make me better, but it doesn't make him better either. It's funny you should say that actually when just this weekend, my cousin who knows me as well as anyone said "Why don't you realize how great you are? Why don't you realize you're a diamond...and there may be someone out there you don't have to work so hard to be with?". I've never been someone that looked at ANYONE and thought they were below my "level", as I've never placed myself on any sort of pedestal. Actually, quite the opposite.

CW - Its hard. No matter how clear it feels one minute, the next I'm feeling horrible about it. Yesterday wasn't a good day for us. It's a tough time.....and it stinks. But....I"ll get through it....this too shall pass.

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CW - Its hard. No matter how clear it feels one minute, the next I'm feeling horrible about it. Yesterday wasn't a good day for us. It's a tough time.....and it stinks. But....I"ll get through it....this too shall pass.

BD, from someone who has been through this more times than I care for (and I think others will also chime in) it is some of the hardest times one as to come face to face with.

But it does seem you have the right perspective.