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the bad part is its been a year here and i still dont know the language...and to be honest i never made a big effort to learn the language..sure when i clean the house i have cd's playing of french..but i never really made big efforts, so that is my fault...other then that im now wondering if its possible to start ackting like the person your living with...the other day i was out side cleaning the front of the building and I was simply thinking about all the things that he is doing thats makeing me upset...and he came home and said " hi hunny" and i snapped at him and said " what do you want"...I appoligized right away and said i dont know what came over me...This is the realy the first time i just snapped at him with no reason lol...i was just outside working and thinking getting angery all by my self then suddenly he came along and i snapped...makes me no better then him..:/
Thank you for your comments it makes me feel better about my self really