this is a five and a half year story. we started dating, he fell prettynquickly and he made me also (past relationships never fell easy) he made me believe I was his soulmate and madly in love. he left me saying he had a connection with another woman. I cut him off. he comes back and this is where the friendship begins but leads me to believe he always wants more. the constant cycle of being the best thing in his life to the crazy psycho he cuts off continues. every time it leads me to doubt myself and my own sanity more and more.
our time is really only his time. I feel I am always being tested. he tells me I over react and that I'm too emotional. if he wants to send me explicit text messages but if I do he tells me we are platonic so stop. if he wants to make out okay but if I say I have more feelings for you in comparison to my other male friends, I'm a crazy pyscho. I am so hurt by this and I can't believe it only took me five years to finally see the light that I am not the problem. I am surrounded by a lot of friends, he keeps his friends at a distance and drops them very quickly. he has been in and out of "relationships" for five years, 7 is what I count but hey there can be more. he is a serial dater. he changes jobs, goals, living situations frequently as if he will never be satisfied.
he told me we could really never date because he doesn't want to hurt me and to trust him that he has hurt a lot of girls but then goes to say he would never date me because he doesn't date Italians anymore and that I'm too emotional.
I realized the abuse on wednesday when he called me over a Facebook post and screamed at me to the point of my voice shaking in repines, he apologized later that night and told me how beautiful I was. we made plans to see each other last night Saturday and he cancelled Friday afternoon telling me he would call later, never called. so I sent a text Saturday afternoon and I did cause a fight but I am sick of being the one put on the back burner while blatantly being disrespected. I told him he is emotionally abusive and that I would never date him because if the abuse. I told him I would stick by his side and help him realize the abuse and how much it really hurts a person and he flipped out on me.
his reaction was extremely childish and also frighten. he told me I was a crazy pyscho and that I was really a piece of work for thinking he had some sort of disorder. he told me he never wants to speak to me again, blocked me from facebook and said if I ever text him again he will open a stalker file case against me. I can't talk to my friends about this because they have seen how he has acted in the past and if they knew I was even talking to him would probably be angry. but he always had a sweet way of coming back into my life making me believe he has changed and he is really coming around.
I'm so hurt by this and wish we could talk about it but he is giving me the silent treatment and cut off.
does he any remorse or does he have any sort of feeling that got him thinking that what he has done has caused so much emotional draining that i think will take years to recover? will he come back? always feel like it's the last time we talk but it never is? do you think he may be bipolar? I feel so bad that he treats people like this, I wish I could help.
our time is really only his time. I feel I am always being tested. he tells me I over react and that I'm too emotional. if he wants to send me explicit text messages but if I do he tells me we are platonic so stop. if he wants to make out okay but if I say I have more feelings for you in comparison to my other male friends, I'm a crazy pyscho. I am so hurt by this and I can't believe it only took me five years to finally see the light that I am not the problem. I am surrounded by a lot of friends, he keeps his friends at a distance and drops them very quickly. he has been in and out of "relationships" for five years, 7 is what I count but hey there can be more. he is a serial dater. he changes jobs, goals, living situations frequently as if he will never be satisfied.
he told me we could really never date because he doesn't want to hurt me and to trust him that he has hurt a lot of girls but then goes to say he would never date me because he doesn't date Italians anymore and that I'm too emotional.
I realized the abuse on wednesday when he called me over a Facebook post and screamed at me to the point of my voice shaking in repines, he apologized later that night and told me how beautiful I was. we made plans to see each other last night Saturday and he cancelled Friday afternoon telling me he would call later, never called. so I sent a text Saturday afternoon and I did cause a fight but I am sick of being the one put on the back burner while blatantly being disrespected. I told him he is emotionally abusive and that I would never date him because if the abuse. I told him I would stick by his side and help him realize the abuse and how much it really hurts a person and he flipped out on me.
his reaction was extremely childish and also frighten. he told me I was a crazy pyscho and that I was really a piece of work for thinking he had some sort of disorder. he told me he never wants to speak to me again, blocked me from facebook and said if I ever text him again he will open a stalker file case against me. I can't talk to my friends about this because they have seen how he has acted in the past and if they knew I was even talking to him would probably be angry. but he always had a sweet way of coming back into my life making me believe he has changed and he is really coming around.
I'm so hurt by this and wish we could talk about it but he is giving me the silent treatment and cut off.
does he any remorse or does he have any sort of feeling that got him thinking that what he has done has caused so much emotional draining that i think will take years to recover? will he come back? always feel like it's the last time we talk but it never is? do you think he may be bipolar? I feel so bad that he treats people like this, I wish I could help.
Get The Newsletter
Comment