[Travis_C]

NO i don't mind do to the local area finding a good job is hard, so ever time i get one she got mad that i didnt spend more time with her and the kids so i would look for a new one that has less hrs. i get that one know she is mad that we dont have fun money but i spend the time she whated, I never found a good balance for her, i mean there is not much out there i cant do. So if i work my normal 60-80 hrs weeks she did see my but can stay home with the kids, or i work 40hrs a week and we both have to work and send the kids to day care. Not to add to the fact that i every time we fight i spent time hitting a 100lbs punching bag. She said that because i am seeing her face when i hit it that one day im going to Kill her or at least hurt her, when the true is i have saved her life more then a few time. she owns me her life 4 times now.

So yes i am mad at how things have gone in my life. but i forgive and forget.