[Guest]

What I mean is, it's wonderful to be able to write like you do and to want to express yourself like you do. There's nothing wrong with your writing, on the contrary. But when you're asking us to help in a forum like this one we, at least I, can find it hard to distinguish whether you need help/advice or write because you want to express your feelings. There's nothing wrong with keeping things simple in a forum like this one, because it's not a creative writing forum

You are right sister. I am afraid I could not make clear what I want to say. There is always room for improvement. If I can not make my message clear to all my purpose of being on the forum becomes far from being fulfilled. I always will be more than happy to listen to your suggestions and try to apply wherever I can. Your positive suggestions are always most welcome

[jns]

I am poor at English, sister. I have learned it poorly and often run short of the appropriate words when it comes to expressing the emotions convulsing inside me. My vocabulary is meager.

wanton, your use of words is very poetic. At times they are misused, but at other times they illuminate what you are trying to convey with startling clarity. When you have a lot of emotions and they are going seemingly in all directions, the use of convulsing to describe the ebb and flow of those emotions is very effective. Do not stop from using words liberally. It is delightful to see words molded and stretched to convey meanings so beautifully.

[Guest]

wanton, your use of words is very poetic. At times they are misused, but at other times they illuminate what you are trying to convey with startling clarity. When you have a lot of emotions and they are going seemingly in all directions, the use of convulsing to describe the ebb and flow of those emotions is very effective. Do not stop from using words liberally. It is delightful to see words molded and stretched to convey meanings so beautifully.

Sister, I am just thrilled to hear kind words and got highly inspired. I thought I lacked luster and sheen in my writing. I try to be better through your inspiration.

[kristalyn_04]

Sister, I am just thrilled to hear kind words and got highly inspired. I thought I lacked luster and sheen in my writing. I try to be better through your inspiration.

FYI, jns is male.

If English isn't your first language, I can't help but wonder where you're picking up such descriptive language. Are you going to University where you live? Have you ever taken creative writing courses? Just curious.

[Guest]

FYI, jns is male.

If English isn't your first language, I can't help but wonder where you're picking up such descriptive language. Are you going to University where you live? Have you ever taken creative writing courses? Just curious.

No, I am not going to university. I love reading varieties of books from spirituality to economics. I am an avid reader. I like three things in life: hiking, reading and gardening. I have a lot of passions for music and charity too. I am a romantic at heart. I do not want to harm anybody. I am often straying but I had lately lost my virginity and had no sex though I had often flirted with some boys. The gravest mistake I have ever done is the sex I had with that man when I was rather drowsy alcoholically. I love discussing sexual experiences on this forum since nobody can know my identity here. This is considered unethical in my society to talk about sex and is considered obscene. Everything in the universe amazes me and I find sex a wonderful gift God has given us generously. The fact I can discuss on this forum openly thrills me. I always love the idea of man and woman entwined as if one body.

I talk the way Ideas crop up in my mind on an subconscious level. I dream of having sex with strangers and often it is an incest. I like to write so openly expressing some of the most deplorable fantasies and dreams.

Once again I like to thank you for your humble words

[Guest]

I sometimes feel like cry my sisters. This guilt is always hunting me wherever I go and it follows me like a shadow. My boy is so innocent and I am a , a rotten thing. I never can repay it or get rid of the guilt in this life.

How can I repent or relieve myself of this dangerous recollection.

It has been too soon and not even our love has ripen and we have to have our honeymoon. We are just starters and experiencing it and

[kristalyn_04]

I sometimes feel like cry my sisters. This guilt is always hunting me wherever I go and it follows me like a shadow. My boy is so innocent and I am a , a rotten thing. I never can repay it or get rid of the guilt in this life.

How can I repent or relieve myself of this dangerous recollection.

It has been too soon and not even our love has ripen and we have to have our honeymoon. We are just starters and experiencing it and

Have you told your fiance what happened, or are you keeping this a secret?

[Guest]

Have you told your fiance what happened, or are you keeping this a secret?

How can I tell him? He cannot imagine I have strayed up to this measure. He simply cannot bear it. An innocent like him cannot imagine the way a lady can be this much vile.

[WildChild]

How can I tell him? He cannot imagine I have strayed up to this measure. He simply cannot bear it. An innocent like him cannot imagine the way a lady can be this much vile.

Darling, if you are in a committed relationship it is wrong to have sex with someone other than your partner. But that doesn't make you vile. That's a pretty strong word.
You are very much enamored of this man but he may not be a good match for you. It sounds like you are fire and he is earth. If he cannot appreciate and feed your passion, you will wither with him. You need a man who can appreciate your passion and desire and match it. You do need to exersize some restraint in your society. This complicates your situation. Like JNS I love your passion and abilty to express yourself. Please be careful not to get burned by too much intensity in a place where it is not accepted. You need a good, positive outlet for your passions.

[CHANDLERS WISH]

We all make mistakes in life, every one of us, you are no orphan...

The hobbies you describe, the way in which you write, shows you have alot of passion in life, your a passionate person, I can see you tending to your garden with love and a zest of creating....for example...

You mention in another thread, erotica, porn, naked photos, I commented on that thread, it's hard to work out what you are saying on occasions, but if you view all of this, for you, as you are highly sexually driven and your boyfriend is nothing like that, he is a worker, his passion is only work, and you are second once a week, your frustration of "passion" builds....you are not compatible sexually ..

However, learn from the mistake as that is what they are made for, to learn from....When with someone, morals come in the way as well, ...

WC has also pointed out "passions" in her post, and I agree totally with her post.

I talk the way Ideas crop up in my mind on an subconscious level. I dream of having sex with strangers and often it is an incest. I like to write so openly expressing some of the most deplorable fantasies and dreams.

I think you mean obsessed? (obession)