[Ashlee T.]

don't know why the words being **** as i only put h.e ll on

The profanity filter here doesn't like that word either.

Girlfriend, please oh please use some punctuation...all your sentences are running together and it's very difficult to read and understand what you are meaning. I'm not being a jerk here, I just want people to be able to adequately respond to you and give you advice.

I don't know why you'd need to convince her of your sexuality. So what you slept with a few guys? You like women and seem to be totally comfortable with that. She on the other hand, seems very conflicted. She seems like a straight woman who is testing the lesbian waters but truly deep inside her sees herself being with a man. That may not be the way she feels at all, but given the things she's saying to you, it certainly seems that way. And the jealousy when you do things without her, and nitpicking the fact you're not butch? I'm really not sure why you're still with this gal? It sort of seems like you're setting yourself up for heartbreak and maybe you need to find someone that knows what they want. It's totally fine to be bisexual, but a truly bisexual person can be happy and fulfilled in a relationship with either gender.

[Zoe Atkinson]

thanxs for ya advice. i try to put in better puctuation i'm just not very good at knowing where to put them thats all i often miss words out when i'm typing to but have thought them just never put them down. my friends think , i'm dislexic i just have never been check for it

[Ashlee T.]

I do that sometimes myself. Sometimes I get so hung up in my head with what I'm thinking that I forget to actually type the word even though I just KNOW i did. The key with periods is when you say what you're writing outloud, when you pause to start a new sentence or thought, stick a period in there. That way the people reading know when one thought stops and another thought starts.

So back to your relationship.... I know you're attached to this girl and want it to work, but is there a chance that in your heart you just know this isn't the right gal for you?

[Zoe Atkinson]

yeah i know that, but i really am inlove with her. and hate the thought that i'll loose her thinks that her spending money on me or taking me places shows that she cares, but doesn't see that's being matilalistist (i spellted that so wrong). i just want her to realise that if she's not gonna alow me to give her orasam, then it might as well be one sided i don't want to be all take i like giving too if i wanted to just take do it myself.

somtimes it just feels like she's just a friend that touches me when she's in the mood, i want her to want me to make her moan.

if i wanted just someone that just touched me and was just a friend i'd get myself a sex buddy, but i don't want that.

[Ashlee T.]

To me it just sounds like she's not nearly as into you as you are into her. And part of this may even be because this is a challenge for you, so it makes you want her even more. You deserve to be with someone that truly loves you, respects you, cherishes you and makes you feel good..... not just because you want them to want you so badly you can't stand it. Sometimes the feeling of rejection makes us feel things we wouldn't normally feel,....then one day you look back on it and go "what was I thinking!?!". You're not getting what you deserve from this girl. Not only is she not treating you like you deserve to be treated in a relationship, she's making you feel like you're not good enough. That is not love Zoe. You're attached to her, and there may be things about her you'd miss terribly.... but that's not love. You deserve someone that can love you back.

[Zoe Atkinson]

Been trying to deleted post to then find out its impossible I wouldn't of put it if I knew couldn't deleted it I wouldn't mind if my posts were not in my real name but they are which I didn't think would be a problem coz I thought I'd be able to deleted it but it's only on real name coz I loged on through Facebook I tryed to find a way to change my user name but can't find a way to do that either

[Ashlee T.]

Let me see what I can do. We won't delete the thread but we can likely change your name. What is a more anonymous name you'd like?

[Zoe Atkinson]

How about smile2k12 ?

[jns]

This is supposed to be an anonymous board. I cringe when I see people using their full names. Facebook is much the same way. Make something your friends recognize, is somewhat unique and is somewhat anonymous. Then you will not have to lock it down so much. Use gmail and/or another free email provider to create a series of accounts to maintain distance to your most used personal accounts. Set them up to automatically forward email to the account you want to get it in.

What you posted and the responses may help someone else in a similar situation, which is a reason not to delete it or parts of it.

[Zoe Atkinson]

Let me see what I can do. We won't delete the thread but we can likely change your name. What is a more anonymous name you'd like?

Can I change my name on here then plz