[jen1447]

I recently had sex with my lesbian house guest. The worst part is that it was so good I can't wait to do it again.

chaya, this is fantastic - so happy for you! I think you could be starting on the path to something truly special if you just allow it to happen. I won't preach to you about the problems with your husband again, but it's obvious you've wanted this with Kiyomi for some time. It's just up to you now to decide if you want to be happy and sexually fulfilled with her or miserable with him. (Hint: pick the first thing. )

I guess there are a few things I'm not particularly proud of but the worst in my mind was when I was young and drinking a lot. I did a dance and strip show in front of a guy who was married, while he jerked off. He had tried to bag me for months, and I wouldn't-not sure how all this came about that we were alone at his home, but...I know the baby grand piano had some influence on me too.
Another proud moment (sarcasm), was when I defiantly propositioned a pastor and his gorgeous son when they showed up at a friends house. Granted, nothing happened sexually, but it IS a regret.

Oh my kitty, those are both perversely erotic lol. Good job, bad girl.

[chaya]

It's just up to you now to decide if you want to be happy and sexually fulfilled with her or miserable with him. (Hint: pick the first thing.

What I really want is both but I don't think that is possible. I have to decide soon because I can't live with this much longer. If it weren't for my daughter I know what I would do.

[Little]

Didn't really do anything "shameful" but definitely some embarrassing stuff. Notably, getting caught canoodling in the backseat of my car at 16. By the police. My home situation was totally dysfunctional, so it was awful.

Chaya, my condolences for the disparity between the sex life you deserve and the one you've gotten. I think we're all interested in your outcome here. Hugs and good feelings from the internet

[muffin70]

when I was 14/15 I was at a friends house on a sleep over with another friend (3 of us). My friend had found an old porno video in the back of his dads wardrobe and the 3 of us were on the couch watching it and had a big blanket over us as it was a chilly night... it was my first experience watching a porno movie.... well next thing my mate grabs my hand and puts it on his ****... just as he is ejaculating - all over my hand! it was gross!

second one was a few years ago when wife & I lived in same town as her parents, it was on a saturday morning and wife was giving me an erotic hand job and I was about to blow my load when the door bell rang - it was her parents who had been to garage / yard sales as they usually did very early on saturday mornings.
Wife jumped off the bed and put a shirt on and answered the door and spoke to her parents - who wondered where I was, but wife said I was a little unwell and still in bed... her mother wanted to come in and see what was wrong with me but luckily wife stopped her.... Good job she did as I had blown a load of cum over myself just as wife had got up to answer the door!

[Euphoric]

Chaya

What I really want is both but I don't think that is possible. I have to decide soon because I can't live with this much longer. If it weren't for my daughter I know what I would do.

From this post, I'm guessing you'd rather have a relationship with Kiyomi. I thought the main reason for hiring her was to help with your daughter. Has Kiyomi suggested or shown an interest in having more than a physical relationship with you?