Damd didn't mean harm there although i can understand why you think that, he is thinking out loud and is hurting for you or else he wouldn't bother writing to you.. He would just leave it. It is strange to believe that this is cyberspace yet people can connect, they can laugh with each other and they can share their pain and sorrows.
When you first started here, that's what you did. You wrote how you were feeling probably didn't expect any replies and here we are 100+ posts later with people including the Administrator of this site showing care...
It's amazing Carl but even look at other threads where people show care and stay with that threader. The world is made up of workers sure, those who get paid to do their job, and it is made up of humans who actually take the time and WANT to care about someone.
You are a likeable person, what happened to you as a kid off course has reflected alot, off course. And, confusion of what you want.. But a bad person keeps being bad and runs away. You didn't run, you sought help here, and then you sought help with Louise and Judith.. If you were scum you would never have done that.
Your angry but i've heard you laugh.
Your probably upset, because now you have an infection as well as stitches whilst you were waiting for the stitches to heal now there is another bloody thing hey? (smile).
People don't waste their time talking if they don't want to it's not natural.
As for mummy. You feel she loves you and that's great... I am sure that she does.
When you feel comfortable talk further to Louise about the care and love because if she doesn't know everything about you then she can't help you heal either over all that has happened. I am sure you will be fine there, you've always told 100% truth Carl don't stop now.
If you want to be angry then scream at the top of your lungs, tell people where to go, your only getting it off your chest at the end of the day, keep putting those *** in your words here though, (smile)...
It's okay to be mad as... I would be....
See how you feel tomorrow as well. But stay with us as we are your friends or else we wouldn't bother replying it doesn't make sense if we do what for?
CW
When you first started here, that's what you did. You wrote how you were feeling probably didn't expect any replies and here we are 100+ posts later with people including the Administrator of this site showing care...
It's amazing Carl but even look at other threads where people show care and stay with that threader. The world is made up of workers sure, those who get paid to do their job, and it is made up of humans who actually take the time and WANT to care about someone.
You are a likeable person, what happened to you as a kid off course has reflected alot, off course. And, confusion of what you want.. But a bad person keeps being bad and runs away. You didn't run, you sought help here, and then you sought help with Louise and Judith.. If you were scum you would never have done that.
Your angry but i've heard you laugh.
Your probably upset, because now you have an infection as well as stitches whilst you were waiting for the stitches to heal now there is another bloody thing hey? (smile).
People don't waste their time talking if they don't want to it's not natural.
As for mummy. You feel she loves you and that's great... I am sure that she does.
When you feel comfortable talk further to Louise about the care and love because if she doesn't know everything about you then she can't help you heal either over all that has happened. I am sure you will be fine there, you've always told 100% truth Carl don't stop now.
If you want to be angry then scream at the top of your lungs, tell people where to go, your only getting it off your chest at the end of the day, keep putting those *** in your words here though, (smile)...
It's okay to be mad as... I would be....
See how you feel tomorrow as well. But stay with us as we are your friends or else we wouldn't bother replying it doesn't make sense if we do what for?
CW
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