[Amber]

Does it really matter what happened? Could you ever know for sure? Even if you could, would it change the future?

If I did find out, I don't know. I guess it would just hurt to know that he felt that way and he still would be gone. I guess it would hurt more than what he did tell me. I just hate all of this. All of it just hurts, period!

[Amber]

Just started to watch 9 1/2 weeks. The guy, which I'm guessing turns out to be her lover, is kind of cute. Ok, time to get off this computer!

[Texinator]

I know this is always easier said than done, but..

Trust me, there is going to be someone else in the future. You're ex wasn't the last good catch out there, and you will find someone else. That's inevitable.

So be thankful that you had your ex in your life at one point and that he opened many doors for you, but then use that energy you're spending on being sad and channel it into your homework. I don't mean to pressure you, but remember that the sooner you connect with your sensual side, the sooner you will be ready for a full relationship with a guy that deserves you.

[CHANDLERS WISH]

Just started to watch 9 1/2 weeks. The guy, which I'm guessing turns out to be her lover, is kind of cute. Ok, time to get off this computer!

Mickey Rorke - Was my sex idol lol's, when that movie came out ... Man I'm jealous....

[Amber]

I just opened the box and took out my Eroscillator 2 for the first time. I pluged it in just to see what it was like. It reminded me of a big electric toothbrush. lol But my guess is it is not use the same way.

First off, it says to wash it with soap and water. I'm guessing just liquid bath soap would do. Do you think I should use the hand antibacterial soap the first time?

And then they are cute. It comes with three attachments and they say for someone who has never had an orgasm before to use an extra tip that they don't include. Figures.

The attachments I have are: (I'll just type it word from word)

Golden Spoon - an enhanced version of the "digital head" - the favorite attachment of the original Eroscillator - our new supple Golden Spoon attachment comes with a concave cavity specially conceived to receive and stimulate the clitoris on one side, and a flat surface with small droplets to stimulate the inner and outer lips on the other side.

Ball & Cup Heads - An essential instrument to discover precisely the range of variability of sensation in and around your feminine parts. The conclave side is designed for clitoral stimulation and to enjoy sensual sensations on the tip of your nipple. The convex side might help you to exercise your vagina.

Grapes & Cockscomb Heads - The grapes give special and unique stimulation on the clitoris and any other part of the body and the cockscomb head is specifically designed to stimulate the labia.

The one I don't have but they say I should start with is The Ultra Soft Finger Tip.

Ultra Soft Finger Tip - a marvel of comfort and technology. It provides the softest, most pleasant and sensual touch thanks to its high-tech Swiss made medical silicone elastomer. Ultrasonically welded for perfect water tightness. To be used preferably in conjunction with the Swiss Formula & Swiss made lubricant NatureGlide.

They say to start with the Ultra Soft Finger Tip, then the Golden Spoon, then the Ball & Cup, and finally the Grapes & Cockscomb. Do you think I need the Ultra Soft Finger Tip for another $36 or do you think I will be fine with just the other three? If I'm not going to get anywhere with out it, I'll get it but I wonder if it is just a gimic to get more money out of you.

[Amber]

Oh yes, and then i have the magic wand also, that I haven't opened yet. It comes with two attachments. This one is big enough to be the size of a handheld shower head. It looks like it could blow me away! Yikes!!

[Texinator]

Nice that you're getting into your homework.

Or is your homework getting into you?!



I don't know a thing about those attachments but I reckon you out to try out what you have. If none of them feel good to you, then you can always get that extra attachment.

[Amber]

Nice that you're getting into your homework.

Or is your homework getting into you?!

Tex, only you would think of it like that. But I laughed when I saw it.

It is sort of strange for me. I'm not use to putting homework inside of me!!

[Texinator]

Who knows, maybe soon you'll be going for extra credit.

[rcoreyus]

The gadgets that come with the eroscillator are just fine - probably more than are needed anyway.