[Guest]

Somehow, I think my mind will carry my body through for her experience to be special for her. The more she enjoys, maybe the more she will want. I'm hoping, but just taking it at her pace no matter what. So many good things happening now, just flooded with good feelings.

[Mes T]

Good for you Mark, I've often wondered if maybe more of us should just show our partners our posts here? Because on this forum we can accurately describe our feelings and issues, whereas face-to-face with a partner doesn't always go as smoothly?

Really happy for ya man.

[Guest]

I share with her because I don't have anything to hide and we are open with our honest feelings. If we weren't honest with each other then we would be living with our feelings sheltered. That's no good for either of us and to me, it's what causes a lot of divorces. Unspoken feelings build up to the point they boil over and that's not good at all.
I share with her everything I do or say, it makes our ties to each other stronger I believe. It shows the other person that you want them to know exactly how you feel, not to hurt them, but to get it out in the open so you both as a team can work on being the partner you want and need to be. I'm not afraid to show her any post I put here, if I were, I'd feel like I was being deceitful towards her. I can't be that way, just not in my genetic makeup. I'm an open book without even a cover.

[Texinator]

Maybe she needs to read the Clitical Thinking thread from beginning to end.

[Guest]

Okay, first off I have to apologize for yesterdays behavior. Sid, I am So sorry and to everyone else as well. It was a weird day for me, but still no excuse.

Last night was something else. I've been trying so hard around here, I really have. She and I had a chance to talk and resolve a lot of things. She was interested in playing around and I was all to eager to oblige her. We kissed and things got very worked up- at this point as I am trying to be a gentleman and seem to be failing here, I am trying to be one here. I will save the details as a gentleman never tells much, but I can say I am one very happy man today. No we didn't see shooting stars, but lets just say that it was a beautiful time with my Lady and we both enjoyed the time together. This all I am at liberty to say, maybe things Are looking up after all. I did explain to her that I was her's for the taking and I would do anything she thought she might like to try and things went very well-

[CHANDLERS WISH]

Mark thank you for the apology.

I see the gentleman side, but you also know how we feel on the other side As, long as you have picked that up and don't make us delete, 10 times whilst busy, then it's all good.

Did you tell your wife all of the above before she decided to text flirty and have sexual relations last night?

If she reads everything you are posting here, what have been her comments? As, you've talked about love, divorce, other women, um wrong discussions, angry politics you name if the last few days.

Sorry but just asking.

CW

[Guest]

Yes CW, she has seen it all. I have nothing to hide from her and I don't want to hide anything from her, otherwise everything I do is a big misunderstanding or a big mistake. I'll admit, I have made several in my life and doubt I'll ever be mistake free.
Things have been changing around here slowly, but still on the right track I think. She woke me up last night and decided she was... um, YES SHE WAS!!! And HOW! OH my goodness, when things are good, they are great! We neither one climaxed, but it certainly was fun trying. She feels bad when I don't and I held her in my arms and thanked her for loving me and the closeness that I have long for all these years. I kissed her very softly and told her how good it felt for us to be skin to skin again. I told her that I loved her scent and everything about her, her form and her sillouette. I thanked her for not giving up on me and being willing to work on our marriage. It all means SO much to me. I told her that she is my world and life meant nothing without her and her love. She felt my face as I had tears of happiness rolling down both cheeks, just being so close to her, I can feel our souls intermingling. A feeling I have never experienced before, but have always felt with her back when we first started dating and it's now coming back. It's coming back for her as well. I told her to let me know when things started to hurt so we can stop right away. I don't want the love of my life to hurt, love isn't supposed to hurt. She has told me that the old feelings are starting to come back and I let her dictate what happens and when. I want her on her schedule, not mine. It's better than I have ever dreamed it would be-

[Guest]

nothing too crazy

Maybe not, but after everything I have put her through in the past 12 1/2 years of our marriage, I'm a lucky man to still be married to her. She is my world-

[Guest]

I'm happy for you Mark hope it keeps going this well.

Me too sungoddesschelsy! Hey, where abouts in Kansas? Just wondered, we aren't very far apart. I'm in Jefferson City, Mo.

[oxy-moron]

Mark
now would be a good time to start Karezza.
If you get it going right you will be amazed about how it can lift you mentally.

Keep up the good work.