[muffin70]

Well as a man I can relate to this a bit..... my wife & I have been married 11.5 years and have an 'ok' sex life
I say it's ok because if we have sex once a week it's ok... LOL
anyway communication is the key.... my wife and I had a talk about it recently and she admitted sometimes she is just not in the mood for sex, where as I'm basically ready to go 24 hrs a day.
I think women need a lot more 'build up' for sex.... e.g. cook them a nice meal, compliment them on what they are wearing, tell them you love them regularly...etc... and that is more likely to put them 'in the mood' if you know what I mean.
If my wife looks at me with her sexy smile or wears a sexy scarf or something, that can put me in the mood instantly....

like I said communication is the key - have a talk to your hubby and explain your situation and how you feel, hopefully he will understand

Good Luck!

[PhrendlyPhil]

Damieboo: Here is one man's perspective: You are not at all alone. There are millions of women in the same boat as you. For your marriage to survive there has to be some compromise that will leave him satisfied and leave you feeling loved and respected. For him to demand sex from you 5 or 6 times a day, everyday, would not be reasonable. On the other hand 2-3 times a week is not at all unusual for a young couple. You should not be made to feel like a prostitute and at the same time he should feel comfortable and confident asking you for sex, especially since he agreed to forsake all other women when you both stood at the alter. I'm sure he'd like you to "feel" some desire while you're making love. But the sooner you both get past this the quicker the pressure will subside. As a young married man, your husband is a sexual being and having sex (with you) is something that helps define him, physically and emotionally. If you deny him sex, you will slowly but surely chip away at his well being. But he should find a way of asking you (seducing you) that makes you feel loved, appreciated, and desirous (even if not horny) of giving sex. Early in my marriage, my wife too, lost her sexual urge and would turn me down frequently. This led to horrible tensions in our marriage and family life. One day we had a talk and I explained to her that for me having sex was like breathing, if I didn't take a breath soon I would start suffocating. I think she understood. I, too, learned to be affectionate with her without expectation.

You can be accommodating to your husband without feeling horny. You can be loving and caring and have great intimacy. The two of you will have to work something out so that sex doesn't feel like being "pestered." He will have to learn the art of affection and how to display acts of manliness to make you feel womanly. You will have to learn to be receptive to his needs and offer yourself to him, willingly and lovingly, even if you're not "feeling" it.

I wish you both many happy years.

[chaya]

This is my feelings only, others here will probably disagree with me.

Like you I do not enjoy sex, I did for my first year of marriage but not anymore. Unlike you, I consider it my "wifely duty" to satisfy my husbands sexual needs and desires. I accepted this when we got married for better or for worse. I therefore have sex with him when he asks me, usually 3-4 times a week. Like you, I just want it to get over with but I try not to let that spoil it for him. I love my husband and do take some pleasure when he is experiencing pleasure.

If I ever feel I can no longer fulfill my "wifely duties" I will ask him for a divorce as it would not be fair to him to stay married.

[Euphoric]

The first thing that popped into my mind was medication. Many medications are used for off label purposes such as anti-depressants, anti-pschotics, and/or anti-convulsants. Hormonal birth control can kill and bury your libido. Sometimes women have to try several before finding a BC pill that works for them without negative side effects, while others resort to charting their basal temperature because hormonal BC caused too many problems/side effects.

A second school of thought, have you had a really bad experience in your past? Sometimes people who have been molested/raped suppress emotional scars and then a trigger manifests those negative feelings with a vengeance.

Honestly, I thoroughly enjoy sex and the more I get, the more I want. There have been times, due to health reasons, that my husband and I have had to refrain and during those times, the less I got it, the less I wanted. Maybe because I knew it wasn't possible??

You've stated that your husband got you off a few times with oral, but you felt awkward. Is it possible that you have an aversion to oral because mentally you are second guessing if he enjoys performing it on you? It sounds like he is open minded and willing to try, but you'd rather not be bothered because it feels like a chore, one that you despise. Bargaining…um…I don't feel is conducive to a healthy relationship/marriage. My personal view on this: I would feel like bargaining was a form of selling or trading myself off. I'm sure there are many people who do this, it's just not my cup of tea and I'd never judge someone else for doing it. (I fall into that second school of thought from above, and though I won't go into detail, my thoughts on this are definitely a factor!)

No one should EVER force themselves on another. The two of you had sex fairly regularly prior to marriage if I've read correctly, and now you are repulsed/have no desire for intimate contact. He may even feel cheated because of this. Communicating your love for him is great, but I think he is thinking along the lines of: telling me is great but showing me would be better.

It's embarassing beyond belief, and afterwords you feel humiliated.

Why do you feel embarrassed and humiliated? I feel like the answer to this question is the root of the problem. You don't have to answer the question for us, it's just something to reflect on that may help you find answers.

[QUOTE] Maybe this whole issue has something to do with my insecurities/QUOTE]

Do you care to elaborate since you have anonymity?

You don't have to worry about being judged on WH because we are here to help others. The members on this forum have been my rock when I was crumbling and they helped me put things into perspective. The more you are willing to open up, the more insight we have so that we may offer sound advice.

Euphoric

[rcoreyus]

You need to be honest with him (and yourself). If you don't mind not having an orgasm, make sure he understands that. Most people though do want an orgasm during sex. If you are slow to orgasm by yourself, then being slow with him may not be anything he can fix. Do you or have you considered using a vibrator during sex? That might let you have an orgasm more quickly. If it really takes an hour of oral for you, there are not a lot of people who are able to keep that up for that long.

BTW -nothing wrong with you if you are slow to orgasm, its quite common in women.

Personally, I think its fine to have sex without an orgasm - sometimes, but not always. Nothing wrong with a quickie just for your partner, but there should also be lots of sessions you both enjoy.

[kdc]

First of all, you're fooling yourself if you think we women don't enjoy sex. A great many of us do enjoy it--a lot (even us old gals). ;-)

You say you've never really gotten off from sex. Maybe that's your problem. I think your husband needs to work on foreplay. Don't move on to intercourse until you've had at least a good orgasm or two in foreplay.

>Sex has really become a chore for me. He asks for it every single day and gets upset and angry when I tell him no.>

I don't think he's angry; I think he's frustrated.

>It's starting to drive a wedge between us and I don't know if I should feel guilty or be upset with him.>

Don't be upset with him for wanting to love on you.

>Actually, he broke down one night and told me every time I reject him, it makes him feel inadequate and like something is wrong with him. And I always tell him I love him and I shouldn't have to prove it through sex but it's not getting through to him. Every time I say no, he thinks it's because I don't love him.>

He's hurting. You're rejecting him. The way he sees it, you don't want him. Rejection is hard for anyone, but especially being rejected by the one you love.

I agree that counseling may be in order. You might also both want to read **She Comes First**, by Ian Kerner. Others may have other book recommendations, but I think that one might help.

I agree with rcoreyus that your birth control could be lowering your libido. Anti-depressants can take your desire for sex away too.

I do hope you can learn to like sex with your husband. Good luck!

[effy2014]

RC is correct. A healthy mutually enjoyable sex life is essential for a long lasting marriage. Men generally strengthen their emotional connection with his partner through intimacy. Like it or not, your sexual desire for him validates him as a man. Showing no interest will certainly make him feel inadequate. It may also have the effect of driving him away. If you love him, both of you need to admit that there is a problem and deal with it openly and honestly.

Here are my suggestions:

1. Sex is usually the first thing that suffers when things are going poorly in a relationship. Is that true with you? Were things better in your marriage when you enjoyed sex? Work on your marriage and sex should come naturally.

2. Sex suffers when you are feeling badly about you. Are you depressed? Anxious?

3. Deal with your insecurities about sex. There are plenty of therapists that can help. There are also plenty of books on the subject that can help identify the issues you may be having.

I wish you both the best if luck.

[Stillness]

I have a lot of people telling me he's being selfish and that I shouldn't have sex if I don't want to, but it's not fair to him.

Are these people in healthy, happy marriages?

[Damieboo]

I really appreciate your reply. It brought a lot of things to my attention. I did enjoy sex, but to an extent, I think. It's hard for me to get off. It takes a very long time to get off just by masturbation so I always feel pressured and feel like he's getting impatient, so I guess that stresses me out. The only way I can get off is if he gives me oral, and by then it could be 1-2 hours later. I would normally be willing to have sex with him even if it means I don't get anything out of it, but I've been told the opposite so many times that I think it's starting to affect the way I think about the situation. The big question was whether it's right or not...I have a lot of people telling me he's being selfish and that I shouldn't have sex if I don't want to, but it's not fair to him. I was hoping someone would tell me different and explain why...which you did. So thank you!

As far as BC, I am on the pill, although I went off for a few months while I moved to a new duty station but I didn't feel a change. I mostly chalked it up to being away from friends and family and the stress of not having a job in an unfamiliar new place.

[rcoreyus]

OK, a number of disconnected thoughts:

First - this is a really important issue, I don't think a relationship can be happy without a good sex life. It is normal for people to want sex frequently, his desire will not ever just go away. Being turned down for sex by someone you love is really devastating.

Many women really do enjoy sex - a LOT. If you read through the posts here you will find many women who are miserable because their boyfriends / husbands are turning them down for sex.

Did you ever enjoy sex with him? Could this be physical? Are you on birth control? Some types of BC can completely destroy the libido of some women.

If I'm reading correctly he is willing to try do do things to please you in bed - even if he isn't very good at it. His willingness to try is important.

Try not to ever trade sex for other things. That will make it seem even more of a chore. Sex is something a couple enjoys doing together, for both of their pleasures. Sure, if you have an active sex life, doing an occasional "special favor" for your partner (something they really like but you don't much) is fine - but that is rare - and usually enjoyable just for the pleasure they get.

You don't need to have sex if you don't enjoy it, but you really do need to figure out why you don't enjoy sex. Physical? Maybe counseling? Maybe you have just gotten into a bad set of habits?


One thing to think about: when there is a couple with very mismatched levels of desire for sex, you can fall into a trap. The one who wants less sex is always feeling pressured. The one who wants more is constantly feeling rejected. Every time they are close, the one who is starving for sex cannot help but make the touch sexual. The one who wants less feels that all their partner cares about is sex. Imagine if a couple were forced to always eat the same amount of the same food. One might feel the other was a glutton, caring about nothing but food. The other would be constantly starving, unable to think about food.

I've been in this situation as far as mismatched desires for sex and it is completely poisonous to a happy marriage. We finally solved it, have sex regularly , both enjoy it and both our lives are immesurably happier. I waited 25 years - don't wait that long, try to fix this now.